Do you ever believe in fairytales? I dont. I believe in Jesus. Daddy God is the best-damn-GOD on Earth! He sent Jesus down and Jesus died for us. Daddy God loves me and I love Daddy God :DD
"I love the LORD because He has heard my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1
Daddy God, i pray that my family and all my friends will soon accept you into their heart and let you be their Almighty Daddy God. In the name of Jesus, i pray, AMEN !
BLABBERINGS;
Friday, October 30, 2009
Why is everything happening at my weakest point in time?
why? Why? WHy? WHY?
It's like everything's collapsing down on me.
My shoulders are getting heavier.
I dont know how long i can take it.
O levels in the process. Family's running out of money soon. Dad have financial problem. Mum have shop problem. Sister busy with her stuffs. Everyone's busy. Mum wants me to listen to her but im studying and i have to act like i can listen. Aft Os, everyone's having fun. Im gonna help out. i feel like breaking down but i cant. At this point of time if i break, nobody's gonna be there and nobody can help me. I have to be strong and cling on. But im tired. Really tired. I wish that everything can stop right now.
I dont feel like studying. Today's study schedule screwd up. woke up at 930 instead of 0700. And ended up using com and watching teevee. how you expect me to concentrate when so many things are happening? Can't sis be nice enough to come home earlier to help? Yea, you're tired. Everyone's tired too. During your Os you didnt have to touch the household chores. Now during my Os, not only do i have to help out with household chores, i have to tolerate naggings from mum and dad for you. I hope one day you'll just wake up and take the iniative to help. We dont need you to buy food, clothes and whatever branded for us. You know why we dont wanna buy branded? WE DONT HAVE MONEY ALREADY. Do you get it? Like fucking get it? you're always spending and spending and spending and we're like saving and saving and saving. I really wanna collapse down. I need a strong pillar of strength right now. I'm not being emo. But im really tired of all these nonsense. My head is bursting.
Nobody wanna listen to me. what can i do?
Daddy God, be my super daddy now can save me from these problems. Daddy God, im breaking down soon. help.................
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Hello there. I'm wondering if i should change to livejournal. Livejournal seems very interesting and nice. Hmm, shall think about it after Os.
Os reaching in like less than a month lah. I feel super nervous now. I havent really start on my Humanities. I think i'll be like dead. Really dead. Lynn asked Jakkapan to teach her geog ystd and i decided to join in. He's really a good tutor lah. He makes suer you really understand before he goes on and he'll ask you to explain once you say you understand. Aft studying, went to AMK for dinner with mum. She asked me to decide what to eat and she kept grumbling aft we ate cause she dont like the food. ARGHS. And i woke up at 9am to study. In the end, it's already 11am but i havent even touched the books. It's super warm now.
Im like coughing non stop lah. Super irritating. Im afraid that i'll cough my lungs out. haha. exaggerating.
Super short post as i have to study now.
Won't be really updating.
Jiayou everyone.
MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG.
Jolene teo, please don't panic. You have Jesus and Daddy God help you.
Don't worry. When you worry, you'll get anxious. When you get anxious, Daddy God's grace can't flow through you. All we have to do is to do our best and Daddy God will do the rest :D
Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D.
Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu.
Daddy God brought me to this world on 19aug1993 &&i ♥ FAHRENHEIT ! i ♥ GOD
i ♥ CHIPMUNKS :D
i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
i ♥ my GIRLFRIENDS; LYNN, YULYNN, EMILIA, MELISSA, JASMINE AND MINLI
i ♥ 208; NICHOLASTANSHENGHUI :DD
i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
i ♥ 金桢勋/김정훈/KIM JUNG HOON :DDDD
i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !
Why is everything happening at my weakest point in time?
why? Why? WHy? WHY?
It's like everything's collapsing down on me.
My shoulders are getting heavier.
I dont know how long i can take it.
O levels in the process. Family's running out of money soon. Dad have financial problem. Mum have shop problem. Sister busy with her stuffs. Everyone's busy. Mum wants me to listen to her but im studying and i have to act like i can listen. Aft Os, everyone's having fun. Im gonna help out. i feel like breaking down but i cant. At this point of time if i break, nobody's gonna be there and nobody can help me. I have to be strong and cling on. But im tired. Really tired. I wish that everything can stop right now.
I dont feel like studying. Today's study schedule screwd up. woke up at 930 instead of 0700. And ended up using com and watching teevee. how you expect me to concentrate when so many things are happening? Can't sis be nice enough to come home earlier to help? Yea, you're tired. Everyone's tired too. During your Os you didnt have to touch the household chores. Now during my Os, not only do i have to help out with household chores, i have to tolerate naggings from mum and dad for you. I hope one day you'll just wake up and take the iniative to help. We dont need you to buy food, clothes and whatever branded for us. You know why we dont wanna buy branded? WE DONT HAVE MONEY ALREADY. Do you get it? Like fucking get it? you're always spending and spending and spending and we're like saving and saving and saving. I really wanna collapse down. I need a strong pillar of strength right now. I'm not being emo. But im really tired of all these nonsense. My head is bursting.
Nobody wanna listen to me. what can i do?
Daddy God, be my super daddy now can save me from these problems. Daddy God, im breaking down soon. help.................
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Hello there. I'm wondering if i should change to livejournal. Livejournal seems very interesting and nice. Hmm, shall think about it after Os.
Os reaching in like less than a month lah. I feel super nervous now. I havent really start on my Humanities. I think i'll be like dead. Really dead. Lynn asked Jakkapan to teach her geog ystd and i decided to join in. He's really a good tutor lah. He makes suer you really understand before he goes on and he'll ask you to explain once you say you understand. Aft studying, went to AMK for dinner with mum. She asked me to decide what to eat and she kept grumbling aft we ate cause she dont like the food. ARGHS. And i woke up at 9am to study. In the end, it's already 11am but i havent even touched the books. It's super warm now.
Im like coughing non stop lah. Super irritating. Im afraid that i'll cough my lungs out. haha. exaggerating.
Super short post as i have to study now.
Won't be really updating.
Jiayou everyone.
MUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUGMUG.
Jolene teo, please don't panic. You have Jesus and Daddy God help you.
Don't worry. When you worry, you'll get anxious. When you get anxious, Daddy God's grace can't flow through you. All we have to do is to do our best and Daddy God will do the rest :D
