Do you ever believe in fairytales? I dont. I believe in Jesus. Daddy God is the best-damn-GOD on Earth! He sent Jesus down and Jesus died for us. Daddy God loves me and I love Daddy God :DD
"I love the LORD because He has heard my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1
Daddy God, i pray that my family and all my friends will soon accept you into their heart and let you be their Almighty Daddy God. In the name of Jesus, i pray, AMEN !
BLABBERINGS;
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
You know, at some point in time, i may just break down and leave. I will.
Every single day without fail, you will nag and scold me once you step into the house. And i really mean every single day. No matter what i do, you'll always pick on my bad points. You'll never look on my good points.
And at my weakest point in life, you will never fail to be impatient when i talk to you abt my unhappiness and anger while i will always be listening to your stories of saying how bad people are. Look at yourself.
Although you've been a nice mom cooking meals, boiling soups, making herbal teas, buying food for us, you've never look at how you should improve. I dont mean that im a perfect daughter. I'll try to change my bad habits. But it's just my brain that fails me. I have a scatterbrain. Cant you forgive me for that?
At this very crucial point of my secondary school life, you keep adding on stress and pressure to me by nagging and scolding. Although you've never expect As from us like other parents do, you're still not better of in any way more. You're FOREVERnagging. Even Dad agrees. Even if you have menopause or something, you shouldnt treat me like that okay?
Sometimes, i really cant find a way to relieve myself from your terrible scoldings. I know i should bare with it. But i'll burst sooner or later. Humans are like a can of coke. It will not burst from little shakings here and there but as you shake more and more, it'll sooner or later burst one day. You seeing me not studying doesnt mean that i am super free. I need rests and breaks okay?
Since young, we've obeyed 95% of what you want from us. You want us to cut SUPER SHORT HAIRSTYLES, we cut. You want us to do this we'll do it. You ask us to do that, we'll do that. Now that we're big enough and have minds of our own, can you stop treating us like your puppets? We're humans, your daughters. NOT PUPPETS.
I dont know how long more i can stand you. I may just break down right before my Os and stop studying. Idk what will happen if you continue being so unreasonable. Can you at least let me explain what i've done wrong before chiding me like i mad a major mistake that i should be sentenced to death? i think i should have own freedom. I dont wanna be your puppet.
i really need Daddy God. I think i really cant live without Him.
Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D.
Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu.
Daddy God brought me to this world on 19aug1993 &&i ♥ FAHRENHEIT ! i ♥ GOD
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i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
i ♥ my GIRLFRIENDS; LYNN, YULYNN, EMILIA, MELISSA, JASMINE AND MINLI
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i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
i ♥ 金桢勋/김정훈/KIM JUNG HOON :DDDD
i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !
You know, at some point in time, i may just break down and leave. I will.
Every single day without fail, you will nag and scold me once you step into the house. And i really mean every single day. No matter what i do, you'll always pick on my bad points. You'll never look on my good points.
And at my weakest point in life, you will never fail to be impatient when i talk to you abt my unhappiness and anger while i will always be listening to your stories of saying how bad people are. Look at yourself.
Although you've been a nice mom cooking meals, boiling soups, making herbal teas, buying food for us, you've never look at how you should improve. I dont mean that im a perfect daughter. I'll try to change my bad habits. But it's just my brain that fails me. I have a scatterbrain. Cant you forgive me for that?
At this very crucial point of my secondary school life, you keep adding on stress and pressure to me by nagging and scolding. Although you've never expect As from us like other parents do, you're still not better of in any way more. You're FOREVERnagging. Even Dad agrees. Even if you have menopause or something, you shouldnt treat me like that okay?
Sometimes, i really cant find a way to relieve myself from your terrible scoldings. I know i should bare with it. But i'll burst sooner or later. Humans are like a can of coke. It will not burst from little shakings here and there but as you shake more and more, it'll sooner or later burst one day. You seeing me not studying doesnt mean that i am super free. I need rests and breaks okay?
Since young, we've obeyed 95% of what you want from us. You want us to cut SUPER SHORT HAIRSTYLES, we cut. You want us to do this we'll do it. You ask us to do that, we'll do that. Now that we're big enough and have minds of our own, can you stop treating us like your puppets? We're humans, your daughters. NOT PUPPETS.
I dont know how long more i can stand you. I may just break down right before my Os and stop studying. Idk what will happen if you continue being so unreasonable. Can you at least let me explain what i've done wrong before chiding me like i mad a major mistake that i should be sentenced to death? i think i should have own freedom. I dont wanna be your puppet.
i really need Daddy God. I think i really cant live without Him.
