Ahhh… im just so high today.
hahas. Don't know why.
was late for school today la. 3^rd time alr.
after that had attire check in hall.
I just love attire check can? I so guai, sure pass one =X
all I have to do is clip up my irritating fringe, put my side hair behind my ears an tie up my hair.
but I look like an idiot. Jaslyn they all saw. Hahas. shall post the pic if I can.

My class's seating arrangement changed. Lalalas~
my left side is shahidin, right side(partner) is Cheryl, behind is li xian and hong sheng, in front is morris and dennis.

Hahas.around there la. See if I got time den I draw out the arrangement and post it up.(:
im suppose to "motivate" them. Hahas. Poor Nicholas. Wanted to sit with me de. But in the end nvr, he sat with yu lynn. They quite far from me la.
hahas. Cheryl&I are both sick of each other. Geography, POA, English, Maths, Chem, Bio sit with her. Fated to be tgt. Hahas.
den leon&I very high. Kos don't need sit with THAT PERSON. Junisa and Lili kind of happy too. We all very heng. HAHAS !
ok, we're damn bad. But who tel THAT PERSON to irritate us?

It's speechday on Friday&the whole clique's involved :D

Belinda at the backstage.
Me, Mel, Emilia&Lynn for the buffet thing.
but only Yu Lynn's not involved):

I wanna cut hair badly ! ahh, it's damn thick can?

Yawns…Im getting very tired nowadays. Gonna break down soon =.=

 

If you think you're so great, come on and show me what your abilities are, but not just simply stand there and start to chide me =.=

GOD, i really need help.
why am i able to motivate myself only during lesson time but not in the aspects of life?
like in school, i will normally be the few who will really study and pay attention to the teacher in order that i dont lose out to the syllabus.but to life, i dont find the drive to make me feel happy or what everyday. I feel tired all the time. What has really happened to me?
I had this conversation with SOMEONE just a while ago.let's name that someone: A.
A and i started on some "reversed psychology". &soon, A starts to "bully" me by saying something to oppose me in purpose. since the last few weeks, i have been behaving weird. Egs: saying and doing things which aren't supposed to be done by JOLENE teo. &each time i do or say something, i have this feeling that i get blamed. which makes me feel somewhat useless. as i was sharing my views with A, A feels that im venting my anger but in my point of view, im not. A "judged" me as : autistic and no resilience(giving up my goal when im only 1 meter away). actually, i kind of agreed. A shared with me the different views of people in life. i told him i was tired of everything and he asked:"ARE YOU TIRED OF EVERYTHING OR HAVE YOU NOT LEARNT HOW TO BE PART OF EVERYTHING?", "IN LIFE, YOU HAVE TO JOIN OR FACE THE PACK". he also said that:" YOU MAY FEEL THAT YOU'RE ONLY TALKING THINGS OUT WHEN OTHERS MIGHT THINK OF YOU AS VENTING YOUR ANGER.", "WITHOUT STATING THE FACTS, MISUNDERSTANDINGS MAY HAPPEN. OTHERS MIGHT NOT HAVE THE PATIENCE." i was also told that my tone used in my conversations are important and may lead to more misunderstandings.

i feel that this conversation may also be GOD's guidance to me. i must really thank him for starting this topic(:
some lecturing and scolding might help in waking me up. i may seem very cheerful everyday on the outside, but tired in the inside. i just need to WAKE UP.......

JOLENE TEO WEI TIAN...
CAN YOU JUST W-A-K-E U-P?!......


Im seriously just going bonkers !

IM DAMN HIGH HIGH HIGH NOW.
bought a bf shirt. met up with the girl just now as what i mentioned in my earlier post.
HAHAS.
im so high larhhs. me and zheng yi really go crazy crazy crazy over bf shirts can?
i think it's good for us to buy it before they start going on trend like skinnies.
it's better to start the trend than copy it.
the trend is starting in blogshops. not in bugis street yet.
:D
zheng yi going bugis street with jasmine koh tmr to get the white one.
&they're helping me and emilia to get it too. WOOHOO~
:DDD
THANK YOU HOR ZHENG YI FOR BEING CRAZY ABOUT BF SHIRTS WITH ME (:
hahas.we can now go out tgt with the same shirts.
oh yeahh. cool cool cool.
i went serangoon to meet zheng yi at 2.30 den off to city hall to meet the WEILING.
she nice and cute. hahas.
then we went marina square makan jiu go bugis.
then went to find bf shirts and found the white one that we gonna buy.
zheng yi bought the red stripes one just now. den ard 7plus we went kovan do homework jiu go PRIMA DELI buy one slice of strawberry cake for kah hui.
gonna "surprise" her tmr.
hahas.

see you around in school (:
我为你爱过也为你哭过了

shall blog abt the previous 2 days:
FRIDAY;
had barbeque at tampines to celebate wing's birthday. he's 27 alr larhhs. old uncle. =X
after that went over to far east to meet zheng yi, emilia, ferlyn and kah hui. mel came over to raffles and 'FETCH ME'. hahas. took few pics there. den after that walked to heeren kos far east no neoprint shop. den walk like siao alr den realise heeren level 5 under renovation =.=
den walked to cineleisure. took neoprints (:
then kos quite late lerhhs den they all went home. zheng yi pei me walk to dhoby ghaut wait for wing, auntie sharon and mum. in the end, after so much discussion, we did not meet them and watch movie =.=. wth larhhs. kos of one AUNTIE the three of us cant watch. den me and zheng yi go walk ard PS find bf shirts. hahas. we crazy abt it. jiu walk to this fashion. found 3 storeys for bf shirt and zheng yi's dress. in the end, nothing found. jiu eat in LJS. the manager damn suck can?he give zheng yi the coke not even full. den zheng yi told him. he pour a lot. den overflow. she had to use straw to drink a bit thn can put the cap. like wth larhhs? then walked to bugis. cheapest bf shirt found : $18. lols. decided to give up. zheng yi bought shades. i bought a watch :D
rched home at ard 12 plus.
SATURDAY;
met shermin at bus stop and went hougang mall for her lunch at LJS. den we went over to raffles place to explore and find victoria concert hall. we walked to esplanade. halfway at the 'tunnel', it started raining cats and dogs. we wasted our time there for 25 - 30 mins. when rain got smaller, we walked to citylink mall and marina square shop shop. saw ms haryani. hahas. den ard 6.30, we jiu walk back to victoria concert hall. wait for the crowd the go in lerhhs den we follow. i enjoyed the CO concert larhhs. it's by dunman high. OMG can? their er-hu...........dont know how to describe. their whole orchestra is alive larhhs. you can see every single instrument moving. unlike our school. so dead. i think only er-hu trying to sway our body. HAHAS. gold with honours school how to be compared with ours? aiya...nvm larhhs. as long as we try our best :D
after tt walked to raffles mrt. damn ulu can? den we go kovan mac makan. rched home at 12plus.

anyways, me and zhengyi meeting up for our bf shirt. YAY ! we bought it. i bought the green checkered type derhhs. zhengyi buying 2. after tt going kovan mac study. anyone wanna come along? sms or call me. (:
SHIT, my dark circles are forming...nooo... i dont wana be a panda. save me someone ! ):


GOD, thanks for the stopping of the rain ystd. i prayed and you answered. :D

im sick.
oh no.
flu making me rubbing my nose 24/7. making my nose like rudolph's.
it's not christmas yet larhhs.
hahas.

oh yea, went to watch speechday rehearsal today.
it was their full-dress rehearsal.
hahas.
after that, went up with shermin to get our tickets :D
then jiu start doing POA homework with johnathan lee.
his POA is lousier than mine =.=
ATTITUDE asked me to donate. hahas. &i promised. i just gave him $2 without hesitating.
see? im NICE.
den after that felt bored, jiu went ard the whole school with WEE helping shiang lin and atittude to raise funds.
we're NICE people. there's lots of NICE people in the school too ok?

i dont really like my blogskin.
i feel that it doesnt suit me seriously.
but i cant find a suitable one.
aww, god. pls help me !

im left with nth to do.
hahas.
im bored bored bored.
as usual.

as everyday past, my faith in you increases.

NEW BLOGSKIN (:

i've decided to settle on a simple and nice blogskin.
unless someone finds a nice vintage-background blogskin for me :D
hahas.
im currently having an irritating flu, adding on with an approaching sore throat signal.
i can feel my throat being heaty, and a little pain&it's gonna become into terrible sore throat if i continue eating fried stuffs, sweets and ice cream w/o drinking PLAIN WATER. note, it's PLAIN WATER !, not sweet drinks. i should get plenty of rest and water. but, im busy making my blog. so, im not free to take a nap. but of kos, i prepared a bottle of water. awww, no chocolates and sweets for JOLENE ): boohoo.
it seems that it's a blessing from GOD for lynn&i to be free for today's prayer meeting. but the sad part, LAMGUOWEI's not free ):
how sad...he's got some crap-shit motivational talk.
so, after school, lynn's god-dad brought me,emilia,xiao hei&xiao bai to heartland. so nice of him(:
then, emilia&i went for lunch at kobanyashi. i ate the kimchi soup thing& emilia ate ramen. it's so spicy and hot can? i ate damn slow. den after a while xiao hei&xiao bai came. xiao hei kope my food.hahas.nvms, i dont mind anyway.
went home after that. then when i alighting, i left my handphone pouch in the bus. LUCKILY, xiao hei found it. HAHAS. so heng. i reached home then realise. then i follow the path that i walked home to see if there was. then i called xiao hei.
I PRAYED, &again, GOD didn't disappoint me.
awwwwww man, keep sneezing like nobody's business.
having rudolph's nose ):


i feel blessed;
to be protected by GOD.
the almighty GOD.

LALAS~
I haven't blogged for quite a while lerhhs.
miss me?
hahas.
i know you miss me crap right? dont be shy... admit it..
hahas. emo shit-ed during geog class agn, as usual.
but this time round not so bad(:

watched speechday rehearsal with mel, stella, varian and bee geok they all.
was quite nice. we were busy making fun of them when they marched past us.
HAHAS !
all same reaction: trying to control laughter but in the end, cannot tahan den laughed out.
so funny larhhs.
GB, BB&NCC had PD.
Band had the cute marching.
so funny and retarted can?
lols.
&LAMGUOWEI; i supported you. you should feel honoured ! hahas. i even shouted your name(:
&&hope God bless that Lynn can make it for tmr's prayer meeting.if she's nt going, den i think i'll be lazy.HAHAS.shit, im so damn lazy larhhs.
i almost cried during speechday rehearsal. i thought i lost my valuable AGAIN. this time round, my handphone pouch. but it was a trick by EMILIA&LYNN. hmphs ! so "NICE" of them huh?my tears was about to flow down alr. then EMILIA said it was with her. PHEW.
you two very "GOOD" huh? very "NICE" friends i have. HAHAS!

&LYNN WEE; relax larhhs. there's us.all here for you. although i prmised to bring chocolates everyday for you, i scared you may not be able to use them, &chocolates will MELT.although i cant really tahan his attitude, but fear not. let's scold him tgt (:

im bored, bored, bored ! ):
entertain me someone.....

as promised,
let the pictures do the talking :D








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thanks :D

ahh,
you LAMGUOWEI.
YOU ASS.
BLUFF ME.
YOU GOOD):
NO CUPCAKES OR GOODIES FOR YOU.

HMPHS !

):

currently blogging@ kovan mac.
&lynnwee's trying to read my blog.
and acting as if she isn't.
fine !
she made me to go and read her blog and i did this personality test:
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx
Here is the analysis:
1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
go take the test, it's quite true !

lynn's eating her seafood porridge.
&guowei say the mac staffs all pa jiao. if not she will be chased out of mac for her outside food.
&lynn's trying to peek into my screen & act that she's not.
right lynn?
hahas.
im having flu.
&a guy peeked into my screen too.
SIAO !
hahas. kah hui arrived. mel's trying to make her way here.
IT'S RAINING HEAVILY !

new testimony for everyone(:
; my lost wallet
read my previous post abt it :D

i CHIONG-ED finish my gong zhu xiao mei.
ystd night 1plus den sleep.
SO ROMANTIC CAN?
i wanna have a bf like wuzun or calvin !
oh my...how i wish i had a bf whose smile is like calvin and eyes like wuzun.
HAHAS.
oops =X
i dont know why.
im just mad mad mad abt them.
zheng yi's gonna lend me her gong zhu xiao mei book.
ahahs.
im mad.

went BELINDA's house tday.
&guess wad?
i was "raped" by MELISSA and BELINDA. =.=
how awful.
i was doing my hmwk halfway and they came to tickle me.
den after tt tickle from sofa until floor.
den dragged me into the room.
they had injuries all over.
due to my violence ! HAHAS.
serve them right.
&BELINDA still dare to put "JOLENE raped BELINDA" in her msn nickname.
wtf? hahas. &stil tel GUOWEI i raped her.
no sense lorhhs. im the VICTIM. hellos?
=X

after tt met my mom's friend&she fetched me home. nice huh?
had dinner at home.
i love my new maid's cooking.
although she's not really my maid.
complicated. our family shares a maid with my mom's friend.
she stays at yishun and comes to clean the house on monday, wednesday and friday every week. cool huh? she speaks english too (:
but : speak english = less speaking of malay = less practice = malay become lousy.
hahas.

i told you all abt my missing wallet huh?
GOD gave me a chance to prove that i should have faith in him. :D
i prayed so hard ystd and guess wad?
i FOUND it !! ahhhh~~

CONVERSATION with the punggol interchange person and me :
*RING RING*
in charge : hello, may i help you?
me : hello, i made a report ystd about my missing wallet.have you found it?
in charge : wait, what's your name?
me : JOLENE.
in charge : give me a minute pls.
......(after a while)
in charge : JOLENE teo huh?
me : yeah, it's a black pouch right? found it?
in charge : yea...
me : (screaming away) THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU...!
in charge : aiyo, so careless huh...
me : when can i collect it?
in charge : you can collect it tday if you want to.
me : THANK YOU SO MUCH :D

hahas.nice one right? im so lucky to have GOD guiding me. i know such things are trivial. but it proves that GOD is there to help me (:
&guess wad? i dont only have $45 inside. i have $70 instead.
i was like shocked.hahas.im dumb. MELISSA scolded me dumb alr.
hahas~
im happy happy happy.


can you be my sunshine after my lonely grey skies?
&张玮恬promise to be happy everyday :DDD


pls dont keep my FAITH down.

ROMANTIC PRINCESS;
the taiwan drama that almost everyone's crazy abt. im included as well. hahas, i just cant get enough of wuzun and calvin.
calvin's smile is so charming and wuzun's so shuai !!
im watching it on www.crunchyroll.com.
watching episode 11 part 2, going on. i think im gonna finish barhhs,
the story plot is damn interesting unlike other taiwan dramas.
it's a must watch for those drama siaos and farenheit fans.
with cast;
wuzun as nanfeng jin, angela as xiao mai(huangfu shan), calvin as nanfeng cai, George Hu as nanfeng lin, Li Ang Lin as nanfeng ying, genie zuo as Gong Mo Li, Gu Bao Ming as EMP(huangfu xiong), Bo xue liang and Huang jia qian as xiao mai's parents, Hsia Ching Ting as Sen chuan.
i rate it 5 stars out of 5.
seriously. hahas. im mad mad mad abt it.
esp wuzun and calvin.
SAVE ME....

oh yea, bad news. i lost my black pouch with my ez-link card and ard $45. if anyone find it, pls give it back to me.
GOD, pls help me...i really MUST find back my wallet.i must not lose my wallet again. mom's angry. everyone's having bad mood. im emo.
GOD, pls, dont make me lose faith in you.

OMG, im damn high and crazy lerhh larhhs.
ystd went to bugis with zhengyi, emilia&mel.
mel came my house de bus stop den we took 112 over to kovan to meet the two of them.
&you know what?
a very ugly, short and fat girl sat in front of us and stare at us when we boarded the bus. like wth right? we didn't do anything wrong. hahas !
i know im bad to describe her like that but even mel agrees. she keep turning back to look at us. then very act ah lian lorhhs. throughout the whole us journey we all kept talking abt her.hahas.
then when alighting she like auntie like that, first one to chiong to the door.the bus havent even stop larhhs. LOLS.
then we were like eeek...kos she wore those shorts that a lot of ppl wear nowadays. lols. so fat ! =X

then we went over to bugis. so crowded larhhs. then we went to level 1 to buy the ice cream jiu go walk walk until hungry. den we go makan lunch. there's a qian ming hui there. then only 1plus jiu got pple queue there lerhhs. around 3plus jiu DAMN CROWDED. then we went down at ard 4. squeezed in to the crowd.hahs ! then the rain keep raining and stopping. den we went in and out. but after a while we dont care lerhhs. just stand under the rain lorhhs.hahas. den wait a while, the 4 nanfeng came lerhhs. WUZUN SO SHUAI CAN?! CALVIN SO CUTE CAN?!
then the side whr we stand can only see calvin with his cute and charming smile.OMG.
then phototaking. they turn four sides to let us take photos. WUZUN SO SHUAI !!!! ahhh. im crazy. then after a while rain very heavily den we go in for shelter. then we go walk ard junction. after a while zheng yi want see agn den we all go down. den got some vacancy we squeeze in. although got lots of umbreallas blocking, but i managed to get some calvin and wuzun shots with mel's phone. &one was wuzun looking directly here. OMG !!! but got ppl's hand blocking part of the photo.hahas.
shall post it next time. lazy now. havent edit too.

IM CRAZY LARHHS.someone save me. im watching romantic princess now. then the more i look at wuzun and calvin, the more i go crazy, !!! OMGGGGG...I WANNA SCREAM~

i just simply love calvin's smile.
&wuzun's face.

YAYNESS !
hahas.im so hyper larhhs.
went to sakae sushi@heartland for our clique lunch :D
for the very first time, the majority of our clique went out for lunch tgt.
only BIAOJIE didnt come.sad ! or else full lerhhs.hais.
but i enjoyed it.esp having a crazyness LYNN WEE sitting beside me.HAHAS !
i told them that i ate 60 plates with my group of 4 friends the other time,
&emilia wanted to break the record.hahas.she FORCED us to eat 2 chanwanmushi&4plates of sushi.
then, we slowly realised we were real full.so we decided on 1 chanwanmushi, 3 plates of sushi, 3 slices of watermelon & 2 mochi !hahas.
the best part was the mochi.it's lychee flavour.ITS DAMN DAMN NICE CAN !
omg.hahas.my new love-mochi.hahas.
took pictures too, but will update next time.
yulynn havent send me the pics.
we paid $81.80 for 5 pple.quite worth it larhhs.eat all you can.
then after that, lynn&me went to belinda's house.
after a while jiu go home.
&BIAO JIE'S giving me attitude !
&&LYNNWEE's giving me attitude !
&&&LAMGUOWEI's also giving me attitude !
what i do sia?!arghhs.

i went back to the sinseh today again.
another big plaster AGAIN.
same as the previous white one.
&this time round, the medicine is even more bitter.*pukes*
hahas.seriously larhhs.so damn bitter.makes me have goosebumps and makes my hair stand.&no PE until further notice by the doctor.):

BIAOJIE lent me cakemania CD.&im addicted to it !

WOOTS~

GOD is the spirit of my LIFE.

72 words

Speedtest

found this on LAM GUO WEI's blog.
go try it ! it's fun :D
speedtest

im frustrated, sad and lost.
i cried the whole night for you.
i've got nothing to say abt you...
just nothing..................................

i feel very upset.why must such a thing happen to me?
i just wanna lead a simple life;
having such a great family behind my back supporting me;
great clique to be there for me always.
GOD to be there ALWAYS.
have faith in GOD,
concentrate on my er-hu and studies.
what else can i ask for?

i dont require any professional skills in my er-hu;
i dont require As for my studies;
i dont require a boyfriend in my life.

i just wanna lead a simple and carefree life.
a typical girl-next-door.
is that difficult?
is that really very difficult?

Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D. Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu. Daddy God brought me to this world on 19aug1993 &&i ♥ FAHRENHEIT !
i ♥ GOD
i ♥ CHIPMUNKS :D
i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
i ♥ my GIRLFRIENDS; LYNN, YULYNN, EMILIA, MELISSA, JASMINE AND MINLI
i ♥ 208; NICHOLASTANSHENGHUI :DD
i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
i ♥ 金桢勋/김정훈/KIM JUNG HOON :DDDD
i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !