arghs!!
im fcuking pissed off now larhhs...
cb.
wad she wan?!
i got cook rice and steam the vege alr very good lerhh horhhs..
i forgot to turn on the washing machine she scold me..
everything she scold me.
wad she expect?
she pampers my sis.
i feel im so out from the family larhhs.
i had enuf.
are these signs to show tt they hate me and wan to kick me out?
my mom say she hates the sight of me.
my dad wans to withdraw money from my bank to pay my bills.
am i working?
do i look as if i have money?
now my bank got money larhhs.
but wad if he use finish my money lerhhs?
he wan me rob bank to pay money?
he expect me to work?
work?can....
but will mom allow?
she restricts everything i do.........
arghs/
just kos i dint manage to finish the household chores she start cursing...
wth?
i wan watch tv oso canot.
sit down alr tel me do housework.
i tink she nvr tel my sis do not kos of her "o"s...kos she hates me.
SHE HATES ME.
get it??
even after her "O"s she stil tel me do all the things.
fcuk larhhs.
whye not go enjoy with ur darling baobei nu-er?
whye muz cor me go too?
i tot u hate me?!
stil sacarstically cor me"er gong zu"
wakakas~
"thanks" for the "nice" name..
i noe im a "princess"...
she stil purposely tel me throw the smelly rubbish bin.
summore inside got food leftovers lehhs.
imagine how smelly.
she stil wan me to wash it..
she stil curse me to cough blood...chee bye larhhs.
her eng sux larhhs.
stil wanna say very good.
very good oso canot say properly.
say until belly good.wad toking her?
termintae my hp larhhs.
dun force me to steal horhs...
chee bye.
you wan i really can steal.
she tot i wad?
her toy arhhs?
chee bye...
stil wan me hang my own clothes..
hang larhhs.as if i will die...
fcuker larhhs.
mother hates me.
father hates me.
they hate the sight of me.
wad am i?
mother loves jie.
father loves jie.
they pamper her.
she is the princess.
i wish i can go skoo with friends everyday.
skoo faster re-open arhhs...
i oso hate the sight of her.
go skoo den dun need stay at hme whole day see her face.
she alr wan puke arhhs...
asshole.
hate or love me.
choose it.
parents hate me?
nvms.
i stil have God by my side.
he love me no matter who i am or wad i do.
i love God too.=)
yayness~
tmr gg out wid junisa...hees~
have been looking forward to it larhhs...
hees~
well,today went to meet ah mel at skoo de bus stop dere.
den walked to ah quek's hse..
played basketball and found belinda dere.
den we play tgt.
den after tt wen gg hme belinda realised her wallet missing.
sad larhhs.
go everywhr and tried everyone.
stil carnt find.
but god will bless.
i prayed for belinda.=)
den we even psycho-ed the cat.lols.asking did she see a wallet.
kos we passed by the cat.
the cat was sleeping since me and ah mel go her hse until we gg hme larhhs.lols.
sleepy cat.=X
den ah quek came my hse.
a while oni.
den went hougang pt buy food.
den saw brenda and aloy chea.hahas.
brenda was very excited to see me anyways.hahas.
ok.
just updated my friendster profile.
uploaded pics from phone to mymsn display pic.hehs.
maybe putting in blog barhhs.
see furs.
ok.
jie went out wid wendy.
and she bought me a pair of brown shorts.
nice!
hahas.
i wan tt nike bag man.
gtg...byes~
wo zhi xiang hui dao ni shen bian....
haiis~
i really duno wad to do...
shan say tt i will noe de ans soon...
but almost a month has been gone~
h,n,h,n,h,n,h,n,h,n??
h or n?
haiis...
FRIDAY -
went for CO as usual...
went popular to look for shan n yun...they were buying books.
den went mac.
saw guai lan cher;kendrick koh dere.
den sit with him chat chat chat...
den went back skoo...
we three like mad larhhs~
they carry books den i take 2 er-hus...lols..
YESTERDAY -
went to play basketball wid ernest,ben tan,wei kiaw,peihan,joseph,zhiqiang,hongyeen,ben soh
hahas~
den hyeen play bball like playing rugby lidat...lols~
den joseph accidentally cor ernest anus..sick narhhs~
den ernest tell ben tan "gai" us...
ben tan quite gentleman larhhs...nvr "gai"...
den after tt went superbowl arcade...
see ppl play maximum tune2..got 2 pro larhhs.den ernest lost..hahas.
ben tan oso lost.
den walk short cut to bus stop...
suddenly got one dog bark den we three tot the dog come out..lols.scary nehhs~
den ben tan become me and ernest's messenger.hahas.
we suan each other.
ernest missed his bus..hahas.serve him right.
he tel khaifang stick to me narhhs~*** larhhs he...
ystd night nvr eat dinner...
den dunch wan let mum noe..hehs~
tt's all..=)
i hope you will say this to me;
as long as i see you smiling,
i will stay with u to protect u and be together wid u...
remember..................
iLOVEyou...
