Hey there (:
been busy juggling between studies and CO.
it's been a hard time for me especially the whole CO exco for this period of time here.
We've been trying to request them to keep quiet but as usual, they keep chatting away.
I seriously dont understand why. Everyone would have a reason for what they do. But i just dont get why they keep talking when somebody else is talking. Don't they understand the word:" RESPECT"? After so many years of education, did what all their teachers had taught them down the road been accidentally washed away when they're bathing or what? Im seriously, absolutely and extremely disappointed by today's performance for the exchange programme. I mean like, i can understand that you all are nervous but they're not performing a solo or what. So nervous for? I feel that the prob lies with their mentality. If you keep thinking that you're nervous and scared, then you will be. But if you take a deep breathe and convince yourself that it is just a peformance and my job is only to perform well, then im sure you wont get nervous so easily.
I think CO members cannot be praised until SYF ends. When we scold, you say we scold. When we praise, you all fly to cloud nine and forget everything and get proud. When you are praised when you're good, the more i think one should improve and maintain. Have I ever get proud when Fu Lao Shi talks about me? NO. To me, that is only a green light for me that i've reached my own satifaction and that i should keep it up, maintain and even do better. Do you know everyone, which includes FuLaoShi, DingLaoShi, the exco and your seniors get very easily exhausted when we talk to you all? It's like "dui niu tan qing". When we tell you something, you listen with one of your ears and there goes what we tell you out from the other ear. Have you tried using you heart to listen? And for those who keep complaining, put yourselves in other people's shoes. You may say that:" Aiya, if im in exco, i'll definitely do the job better by a lot." Think twice. Actions are more important than words. Try talking and disciplining a group of students with only less than 50% of them being real serious about CO.
There's nothing else i can say, only one big word: DISAPPOINTED.

Lala,

im finally blogging.
why?
Cause im uber pissed by what my mom said.

She said im lazy.
i dont mind if people say im lazy.
but she said im very lazy.
And said this sentence for more than 5 times.
ROAR. im extremely PISSED.
am i always like the ugliest, fattest, stupidest, laziest, most useless daughter out of the 3 of us?
You give me the impression of this you know?
Even thought you scold jie a lot. But you scold her because she too "ai mei".
I seriously very useless now.
As the top few in class, i should be ace-ing in the subjects and getting good grades for my tests.
But the recent common test proved that im not working well enough.
English - B4
Maths - B4
Chinese - A2
Sc(Chem, Bio) - A1
Comb Humans - A1
POA - C5
F&N - C6
As the "shou xi" of CO, i should be so called the "best" few. But seems like my skills havent been improving. I feel inferior as compared to Pasir ris sec gaohu-ers.
Saying about this, we'll be having a concert at TECC @ 5pm this coming sunday 22 March 2009.
Please come and support us. Tix selling at only $6. Cheaper by $4 ! Our school will be performing with Pasir Ris sec (got Gold with Honours for the previous SYF) and my conductor's Ruan Ensemble. If you're interested, please contact me. Best via my phone.

Anyway, due to time constrain, i shall continue next time.
(:

LALALAS.
Im super uber extremely bored lah.
Nothg better to do, play pet society in facebook.
HAHAS.
Have to apologise for not blogging usual due to the late time that i got home.

As usual, school life is as boring.
Except for some minor humour from my dearest friends.
Common tests and class tests coming one by one, or maybe even several on the same day.
Studying and mugging like siao.
Almost everyday reach home after 6 or 7.
Super tired until got flu and sore throat.
Lols, i finally recovered and here comes the flu again.

Had steamboat with my family in the afternoon.
Finally a meal that we four sit down to chat and eat together.
I've been longing for these meals together.
Everyone's busy. Dad's busy with work, Sis and I are busy with our schoolwork, leaving mum alone. Although she's busy, but not as busy as we are. At times, i do sympathise her. I feel guilty for leaving her alone at home. But what to do? Heavy workload. Stress just loves me too much that it dont want to leave me.

SYF approaching, 'O's approaching.
Trying extremely hard to balance both.
And some lower sec are complaining about how busy they are.
LOLS.
Obviously, the upper sec are most busy but they complain like as if they are the busiest among everyone. I guess if they cant cope with what they have right now, they'll suffer as they cannot cope for even more stuffs.

Weather being weird.
Rain, stop, rain, stop. Never ends.
Drink more water and eat more fruits and vegetables instead of those fatty meat.
If not, you'll fall sick easily.
See? I care for you all.
HAHAS.

I need to study for SS and POA.
):
I hope that my hardwork pays off.
I found a new method of studying which is effective for me.
I will study from 9pm - 11pm and then wake up at 3am to revise what i went through earlier until 4plus then sleep again and wake up at 6.20 for school.
But i think this will only work for Bio. LOLS.
Can try it. But dont do it often, not good for health.

I've been wondering:
Will it be better for everyone if i did not appear in their lives?

Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D. Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu. Daddy God brought me to this world on 19aug1993 &&i ♥ FAHRENHEIT !
i ♥ GOD
i ♥ CHIPMUNKS :D
i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
i ♥ my GIRLFRIENDS; LYNN, YULYNN, EMILIA, MELISSA, JASMINE AND MINLI
i ♥ 208; NICHOLASTANSHENGHUI :DD
i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
i ♥ 金桢勋/김정훈/KIM JUNG HOON :DDDD
i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !