Why is everything happening at my weakest point in time?
why? Why? WHy? WHY?
It's like everything's collapsing down on me.
My shoulders are getting heavier.
I dont know how long i can take it.
O levels in the process.
Family's running out of money soon.
Dad have financial problem.
Mum have shop problem.
Sister busy with her stuffs.
Everyone's busy.
Mum wants me to listen to her but im studying and i have to act like i can listen.
Aft Os, everyone's having fun. Im gonna help out.
i feel like breaking down but i cant.
At this point of time if i break, nobody's gonna be there and nobody can help me.
I have to be strong and cling on.
But im tired.
Really tired.
I wish that everything can stop right now.
I dont feel like studying.
Today's study schedule screwd up.
woke up at 930 instead of 0700.
And ended up using com and watching teevee.
how you expect me to concentrate when so many things are happening?
Can't sis be nice enough to come home earlier to help?
Yea, you're tired. Everyone's tired too.
During your Os you didnt have to touch the household chores.
Now during my Os, not only do i have to help out with household chores, i have to tolerate naggings from mum and dad for you. I hope one day you'll just wake up and take the iniative to help.
We dont need you to buy food, clothes and whatever branded for us.
You know why we dont wanna buy branded? WE DONT HAVE MONEY ALREADY.
Do you get it?
Like fucking get it?
you're always spending and spending and spending and we're like saving and saving and saving.
I really wanna collapse down.
I need a strong pillar of strength right now.
I'm not being emo.
But im really tired of all these nonsense.
My head is bursting.
Nobody wanna listen to me.
what can i do?
Daddy God, be my super daddy now can save me from these problems. Daddy God, im breaking down soon. help.................
