Do you ever believe in fairytales? I dont. I believe in Jesus. Daddy God is the best-damn-GOD on Earth! He sent Jesus down and Jesus died for us. Daddy God loves me and I love Daddy God :DD
"I love the LORD because He has heard my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1
Daddy God, i pray that my family and all my friends will soon accept you into their heart and let you be their Almighty Daddy God. In the name of Jesus, i pray, AMEN !
BLABBERINGS;
Saturday, April 25, 2009
I've finally stepped down from my CCA. I can feel that a very heavy burden is taken away from my shoulder. I feel relieved but also sad. I just feel very empty inside me and i dont feel like letting go. I dont feel like letting go all my happiness i had in YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go all my sorrowness i had in YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go my wonderful ex-co in YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go my wonderful juniors esp ER-HUers in YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go my seat from YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go of everything. For the starting of this year, most of us, the seniors would wish very much to step down quickly. And for now, i feel that i wouldn't want to step down lah ! )))):
Although i can concentrate on my studies whole-heartedly, but i cant bare to leave YYSSCO. YYSSCO is the place where i laughed, scolded, cried, nagged. It's the place where i can play music and forget about studies temporary. it's also the place that i get scolded and nagged. I suddenly feel empty that no instructors and conductors will nag at me after today. I miss everything in YYSSCO. I miss DingLaoShi, FuLaoShi, ZhangLaoShi. Not very much of the other teachers though. I've learnt a lot about music as well as life lessons through them. I dont feel like growing up and graduating now. Although i can come back after i graduate but the feeling is different. But whatever it is, i still have to let go because the time has come.
After we step down, there'll be a new batch of "mothers" to take care of you guys. I really hope that you all will give them less trouble and respect them. Even if you're of the same age as them, you still have to respect them okay?
Don't miss my scoldings and naggings hor. Especially ER-HUers. Now no more mother to nag you all the bring instrument home to practice. Nobody scold you for causing untidiness. Nobody to entertain you all with Zhang Bin. Nobody poke her nose into your businesses. Better listen to the next section leader okay? Dont make Zhang Lao Shi angry anymore. He care and love you all so much, dont disappoint him. Show him that you all are like what he said, the best students he ever taught.
Okay, tears are rolling down my cheeks as im typing these. For the last time, Love, Your shou xi, nagging senior, zhang ah yi(for shuhui), JOLENE :D
Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D.
Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu.
Daddy God brought me to this world on 19aug1993 &&i ♥ FAHRENHEIT ! i ♥ GOD
i ♥ CHIPMUNKS :D
i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
i ♥ my GIRLFRIENDS; LYNN, YULYNN, EMILIA, MELISSA, JASMINE AND MINLI
i ♥ 208; NICHOLASTANSHENGHUI :DD
i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
i ♥ 金桢勋/김정훈/KIM JUNG HOON :DDDD
i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !
I've finally stepped down from my CCA. I can feel that a very heavy burden is taken away from my shoulder. I feel relieved but also sad. I just feel very empty inside me and i dont feel like letting go. I dont feel like letting go all my happiness i had in YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go all my sorrowness i had in YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go my wonderful ex-co in YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go my wonderful juniors esp ER-HUers in YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go my seat from YYSSCO. I dont feel like letting go of everything. For the starting of this year, most of us, the seniors would wish very much to step down quickly. And for now, i feel that i wouldn't want to step down lah ! )))):
Although i can concentrate on my studies whole-heartedly, but i cant bare to leave YYSSCO. YYSSCO is the place where i laughed, scolded, cried, nagged. It's the place where i can play music and forget about studies temporary. it's also the place that i get scolded and nagged. I suddenly feel empty that no instructors and conductors will nag at me after today. I miss everything in YYSSCO. I miss DingLaoShi, FuLaoShi, ZhangLaoShi. Not very much of the other teachers though. I've learnt a lot about music as well as life lessons through them. I dont feel like growing up and graduating now. Although i can come back after i graduate but the feeling is different. But whatever it is, i still have to let go because the time has come.
After we step down, there'll be a new batch of "mothers" to take care of you guys. I really hope that you all will give them less trouble and respect them. Even if you're of the same age as them, you still have to respect them okay?
Don't miss my scoldings and naggings hor. Especially ER-HUers. Now no more mother to nag you all the bring instrument home to practice. Nobody scold you for causing untidiness. Nobody to entertain you all with Zhang Bin. Nobody poke her nose into your businesses. Better listen to the next section leader okay? Dont make Zhang Lao Shi angry anymore. He care and love you all so much, dont disappoint him. Show him that you all are like what he said, the best students he ever taught.
Okay, tears are rolling down my cheeks as im typing these. For the last time, Love, Your shou xi, nagging senior, zhang ah yi(for shuhui), JOLENE :D
