Do you ever believe in fairytales? I dont. I believe in Jesus. Daddy God is the best-damn-GOD on Earth! He sent Jesus down and Jesus died for us. Daddy God loves me and I love Daddy God :DD
"I love the LORD because He has heard my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1
Daddy God, i pray that my family and all my friends will soon accept you into their heart and let you be their Almighty Daddy God. In the name of Jesus, i pray, AMEN !
BLABBERINGS;
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Time flies like siao ! HAHAS.
dont know why, super high ystd during CO. i spread my disease of laughing and lag-ness to Liying and Naka and then a bit to Joyce. So turned out whole Gaohu group(only 4 of us lah) go crazy and high. Laugh non-stop can? So in conclusion, Gaohu group is the craziest among erhu. HAHAS. i really love the times in CO, but also at times, it piss me off. But after seeing nice Juniors like Joyce and Peiyi, all your scoldings and craziness pays off. Good Job erhu-ers, You all are improving fast. MUST LIAN QING ok? :D Anyway, im so going to kick out those people(in erhu) who slack and think that they can go SYF when in the first place, they dont deserve it ! (:
And right now, im stucked in the middle of my F&N coursework. I forget how to do alrdy lah ! OhMyGod ): And im late okay? Which means i have to state reason why i hand up my coursework late under the remarks in my Overall Work Plan )): Someone please help.... AHHH..
Something bad happened on Thursday. My mom had some pain around the stomach area after eating some stupid corn pill from dont know which planet. Then she go eat another stupid dumb medicine which as a result, made her pain even worse. Then she start having those vomiting sounds. Nevermind, after that, she sit outside my computer room and start having those sounds. PISS ME OFF ! Then aft that, when im trying my best to concentrate and squeeze every drop of brain juice im left with to remember how to do my coursework, she start irritating me. Super Piss-ed off lah ! Then she was sent to a 24hour clinic by my sis and her boyf. Then ystd, she went to do ultrasound and found out that she has some stone inside. I dont know how to explain also lah. But she has to have an operation after 1 or 2 months. Now, i really feel the stress and headache. I dont know what to do as a daughter. I really dont know what to do. I cant help to take her pain away. I can only do simple housework while im struggling to do my homeworks and practice my instrument. I dont know if i can take it or not. Seeing my mom in such a great pain, im simple just USELESS. And adding on to it, my hair keep dropping. I really am very afraid. I dont know what to do now, seriously.
God, please help me. I really need your help. I cant fight these obstacles by my own. I dont have enough strength, stamina and courage.
Hais, why are all these happening during the happiest season in the year? Everyone else are happily enjoying their New Year but why cant my family be the same? I sometimes feel like giving up man. But aft seeing the love from my family and friends, i cant bare but to continue to struggle.
Where has the crazy Jolene gone to? Can anyone find Jolene back?
Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D.
Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu.
Daddy God brought me to this world on 19aug1993 &&i ♥ FAHRENHEIT ! i ♥ GOD
i ♥ CHIPMUNKS :D
i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
i ♥ my GIRLFRIENDS; LYNN, YULYNN, EMILIA, MELISSA, JASMINE AND MINLI
i ♥ 208; NICHOLASTANSHENGHUI :DD
i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
i ♥ 金桢勋/김정훈/KIM JUNG HOON :DDDD
i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !
dont know why, super high ystd during CO. i spread my disease of laughing and lag-ness to Liying and Naka and then a bit to Joyce. So turned out whole Gaohu group(only 4 of us lah) go crazy and high. Laugh non-stop can? So in conclusion, Gaohu group is the craziest among erhu. HAHAS. i really love the times in CO, but also at times, it piss me off. But after seeing nice Juniors like Joyce and Peiyi, all your scoldings and craziness pays off. Good Job erhu-ers, You all are improving fast. MUST LIAN QING ok? :D Anyway, im so going to kick out those people(in erhu) who slack and think that they can go SYF when in the first place, they dont deserve it ! (:
And right now, im stucked in the middle of my F&N coursework. I forget how to do alrdy lah ! OhMyGod ): And im late okay? Which means i have to state reason why i hand up my coursework late under the remarks in my Overall Work Plan )): Someone please help.... AHHH..
Something bad happened on Thursday. My mom had some pain around the stomach area after eating some stupid corn pill from dont know which planet. Then she go eat another stupid dumb medicine which as a result, made her pain even worse. Then she start having those vomiting sounds. Nevermind, after that, she sit outside my computer room and start having those sounds. PISS ME OFF ! Then aft that, when im trying my best to concentrate and squeeze every drop of brain juice im left with to remember how to do my coursework, she start irritating me. Super Piss-ed off lah ! Then she was sent to a 24hour clinic by my sis and her boyf. Then ystd, she went to do ultrasound and found out that she has some stone inside. I dont know how to explain also lah. But she has to have an operation after 1 or 2 months. Now, i really feel the stress and headache. I dont know what to do as a daughter. I really dont know what to do. I cant help to take her pain away. I can only do simple housework while im struggling to do my homeworks and practice my instrument. I dont know if i can take it or not. Seeing my mom in such a great pain, im simple just USELESS. And adding on to it, my hair keep dropping. I really am very afraid. I dont know what to do now, seriously.
God, please help me. I really need your help. I cant fight these obstacles by my own. I dont have enough strength, stamina and courage.
Hais, why are all these happening during the happiest season in the year? Everyone else are happily enjoying their New Year but why cant my family be the same? I sometimes feel like giving up man. But aft seeing the love from my family and friends, i cant bare but to continue to struggle.
Where has the crazy Jolene gone to? Can anyone find Jolene back?
