Do you ever believe in fairytales? I dont. I believe in Jesus. Daddy God is the best-damn-GOD on Earth! He sent Jesus down and Jesus died for us. Daddy God loves me and I love Daddy God :DD
"I love the LORD because He has heard my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1
Daddy God, i pray that my family and all my friends will soon accept you into their heart and let you be their Almighty Daddy God. In the name of Jesus, i pray, AMEN !
BLABBERINGS;
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Time flies like siao ! HAHAS.
dont know why, super high ystd during CO. i spread my disease of laughing and lag-ness to Liying and Naka and then a bit to Joyce. So turned out whole Gaohu group(only 4 of us lah) go crazy and high. Laugh non-stop can? So in conclusion, Gaohu group is the craziest among erhu. HAHAS. i really love the times in CO, but also at times, it piss me off. But after seeing nice Juniors like Joyce and Peiyi, all your scoldings and craziness pays off. Good Job erhu-ers, You all are improving fast. MUST LIAN QING ok? :D Anyway, im so going to kick out those people(in erhu) who slack and think that they can go SYF when in the first place, they dont deserve it ! (:
And right now, im stucked in the middle of my F&N coursework. I forget how to do alrdy lah ! OhMyGod ): And im late okay? Which means i have to state reason why i hand up my coursework late under the remarks in my Overall Work Plan )): Someone please help.... AHHH..
Something bad happened on Thursday. My mom had some pain around the stomach area after eating some stupid corn pill from dont know which planet. Then she go eat another stupid dumb medicine which as a result, made her pain even worse. Then she start having those vomiting sounds. Nevermind, after that, she sit outside my computer room and start having those sounds. PISS ME OFF ! Then aft that, when im trying my best to concentrate and squeeze every drop of brain juice im left with to remember how to do my coursework, she start irritating me. Super Piss-ed off lah ! Then she was sent to a 24hour clinic by my sis and her boyf. Then ystd, she went to do ultrasound and found out that she has some stone inside. I dont know how to explain also lah. But she has to have an operation after 1 or 2 months. Now, i really feel the stress and headache. I dont know what to do as a daughter. I really dont know what to do. I cant help to take her pain away. I can only do simple housework while im struggling to do my homeworks and practice my instrument. I dont know if i can take it or not. Seeing my mom in such a great pain, im simple just USELESS. And adding on to it, my hair keep dropping. I really am very afraid. I dont know what to do now, seriously.
God, please help me. I really need your help. I cant fight these obstacles by my own. I dont have enough strength, stamina and courage.
Hais, why are all these happening during the happiest season in the year? Everyone else are happily enjoying their New Year but why cant my family be the same? I sometimes feel like giving up man. But aft seeing the love from my family and friends, i cant bare but to continue to struggle.
Where has the crazy Jolene gone to? Can anyone find Jolene back?
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Sorry everyone for not blogging ! ): HAHAS.
And esp the "Merry Christmas", i've changed it. It a new year already. And Chinese New Year is around the corner.
Yesterday was quite a memorial day. Was esp happy lah. Had CNY celebration in the morning at the hall. YYSSCO performed. Good job everyone ! :D Super scary can? Sit in front lah. Then cannot look down. Keep looking at Jaslyn and Jiaying then i stand like a woodblock. But when started playing, had a bit of confidence le, so not so scared. Was happy that we didnt make major mistakes ! And the good thing is, i didn't tremble when i was playing :DDD Aft everything, went to celebrate CNY with Clique♥ @ White Tang. It's been a while since we ate tgt as a whole Clique. Then everyone went home to prepare the service at night. Reached Serangoon early and DUCK gave me a surprise. She came to "send us off". Hahas. So nice of her right? She pei me wait for the rest, so i was not bored(: Then went down to MRT scan out there. Met Justin, YuCheng, Ben Goy, James, Wen An, JianKang, Dennis, Morris, Nicholas, Desmond Loh, Kelvin, DengJu, OCC, Pei Sze, Lynn, Melissa, MinLi, JasmineLin, RuJun, JiaLing, BeeKuan, YuSen, DesmondSeah and Andy at Serangoon. Then Leon, Sherman, Annabel, Kaye and Geraldine at Kallang. Then when pastor preaching halfway BenLiong joined us.(anyway, if i missed out your name, pls tell me!) In total, there were 32 people (adding BenLiong) who went for the Service ! Ohmygod right? Sec4exp gathering sia ! Sat with JianKang during the service with Morris beside him. They were super retarted can? Esp during the play. MinLi, Mel, Pei Sze and DengJu were in front of me. Then when starting the guy do beatbox then everyone were like shouting "DengJu". hahas. Then when the muscular guy show off his muscles, most of the boys keep saying:" Must go train le!" hahas. all envy him. Anyway, i sat at the most left of the row. And my entire row were boys=.= I was happy that JianKang and Morris worshipped and prayed tgt with the pastor. Aft that, most of us went Kallang Mrt then we took 80 to Kovan. I sat at the back with Kelvin, Yusen, BenLiong, Desmond Seah, Desmond Loh and DengJu at the back while Mel, Pei Sze and Nic were in front. Then they all bully me ): LOLS. Then we went kovan mac to makan den cabbed home. Reached home @ 1 plus am. siao right? Super tired. Then woke up @ 1 plus pm. hahas. slept for enirely 12hrs.
Super Enjoyed the service. Everyone else enjoyed themselves too. Hallelujah, Praise the Lord ! Pastor Mark was very funny !
Anyway, for those who enjoyed the service, you can come along too for next saturday's D.A.R.E service @ suntec Rock Auditorium. It's for youths. Can ask me for details ! hahas. Those interested can come along as well. Contact me @ 81188941.
Wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year !
My almight God, i can feel your power yesterday night. Thank You Lord for letting everyone to enjoy themselves Lord, i really wann to Thank You for yesterday night. Im sure they'll be able to feel your holiness ! AMEN ! :D
Sunday, January 04, 2009
REALLY SORRY GUYS !
Busy and lazy to blog lah ! HAHAS.
i owe everyone a lot of happenings.
So, im gonna combine the few major events into this post !
FARENHEIT CONCERT
Okay, let's start off with Fahrenheit Concert bah. I think some of you have seen Emilia's Blog and photos about it. But of course, im sure you all would also like to hear about my part right? I shall jump all the way until when we just sat down in SIS. They keep playing the same advertisement over and over again. Then Emilia and I high until keep singing Yoga Lin's "gei ni ai ai ai bu wan". LOLS. Then when concert start, everyone super high. Then i a bit high only lah. Their first song was "Chu Shen Ru Hua". See? My memory so good. HAHAS. okay, then when they walk forward on the extended stage, everyone scream like siao and stand up on chair. Then as a result, everyone behind, including Emilia and I stood up on the chair kos we couldn't see. Then whole SIS high like siao sia. Then got one lucky girl kena picked and she was allowed to go on stage to meet Fahrenheit! (jealous like siao) then they hugged her, held her hand and everything. Then Emilia and I were like :" wth lah ! we also want ! ):" hahas. anyway, they were really nice to her. I think they would treat girls so well bah. Then i kaypo and asked the two girls beside me who they like. lols, then had fun with them too lah. See? I'm so sociable ! Then highness all the way until so-called "last song" then they byebye. Then we all shout :"encore encore !" then the drummer come out. give us tempo to shout :" encore" and "fahrenheit". Then expectedly, they came out and sang another two songs. Then all the fans willing to go. HAHAS.. Overall, i enjoyed the concert very much lah. See my AiAi until so shuang le. HAHAS. I feel that the money is really worth it lah. I think Fahrenheit realy improved a lot throughout these 2 years. They've really grown up. Anyway, I just realised that there was extra batt. I scrimped on the batt you know? Arghs.
Before Concert Starts: First Song: Chu Shen Ru Hua Stage Super Chioness right?Xiao Xiao Da Ren Wu (Wu Zun, Jiro, Aaron, Calvin)
Calvin doing beatbox. (My AIAI ! )
Guest Star : LiuLiYangLiuLiYang singing TiAmo with Aaron playing the piano. Fahrenheit singing english oldies
Notice below the 2 pics. Wuzun looking into my cam !!
Calvin being the DJ
Ending of concert
SINGAPORE FLYER Took some pics but not really very nice. So not gonna post up unless there's a popular demand. It's super lame lah. Turn for 30 mins. You stand inside there for 30mins like kuku. hahas.
CHRISTMAS EVE&CHRISTMAS How can i leave out the most wonderful countdown of the year? I mean for me, i think that Christmas is more important than New Year because Jesus died for us. Yeah, AMEN ! hahas. Actually, i was supposed to meet the rest at 9pm. While i was doing my christmas cards, mel called and ask if i wanted to go City Harvest Church. Geraldine invited us. At first we weren't sure whether to go or not. Then i thought for a while:"Since we have time, we should go and celebrate this important event !" Then I went to meet Charmaine and then Melissa. We met the 3 Lovely Gs (Geraldine, Germaine and Glennis) at Expo MRT then waited for JianKang to come. The worst thing : IT'S RAINING ! Then Expo outside long queue. So we went by the back entrance i think. Mel, JianKang and I ran in the rain. The rain makes the whole atmosphere very "christmas-ly". hahas. All of us enjoyed ourselves lah, The best thing: JianKang raised his hand for altar call ! hahas. Knew Vincent and Fookai through that day. They're really nice people lah. They invite me time and again for gatherings and services. They even played viwawa with me till 3am lah ! hahas. okay, after that went to Cineleisure to meet Dennis, Morris, GuiJun and Valerie. Then bought tix for " Yes Man". While waiting for the show to start, we went for dinner and countdown-ed outside Cineleisure. HAHAS. the atmosphere very high. Everyone else were spraying the foam thingy. Then when we were roaming around the streets, we were hiding like siao. They very scary sia, spray like siao. hahas. But in the end, Val and GJ tio the most. Morris even got sprayed by a China Auntie ! Super funny. Sent Gi to MRT and we went for our movie. After movie, we walked back to Dhoby Ghaut den Val's parents came to fetch Morris, GJ, Char and Val home. Then left with the four of us (Dennis, JianKang, Mel and I) again. That time at airport also four of us. Then we dai dee-ed till 7am plus. The pathetic cold breakfast at 7 eleven. Then all of us went home. I slept till 5plus and mummy woke me up for dinner at Leon's church with my mom's friend. I didn't know it is his church at first lah. So coincidental right? Pics @ Gi's Blog. It's on her 25th December post (: Geraldine, your blog's visitors are going to increase !
NEW YEAR Most of you expect me to have a wonderful NewYear countdown out there and get high like siao right? Guess what i did.... i countdown-ed on the phone with mel =.= Lamest event of the year for me. Lols. Not so bad lah. At least get to countdown with mel. Nothing much to blog about.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL Totally s**t sia. New Principal talked for more than half an hour. Power right? Even more pro then ex-principal. HAHAS. Went Sakae for tea-time buffet with Lynn, Mel and Minli :D
YESTERDAY Went for the first service for the year at NEW CREATION CHURCH *SCREAMS AND CHEERS*. hahas. i went with Jasmine. Due to the stupid red light that scared Jasmine, I decided not to take any pics. Hahas. Went to watch twilight for the second time. Anyway, i didn't see any difference between Twilight and Twilight Digital. Still the same=.= Aft that we went JustNoodles at Suntec for dinner. Jasmine keep whining on the way. Hahas.Talked on phone with mel for a while den called YongQuan. Talked till around 2 plus. hahas. so long nvr contact him le. So many rubbish to say. And, that stingy boy still remembers my belated birthday present. He got something for me from Japan. So nice right? For the first time, He's nice to me. Classic example of a miracle happening. HAHAS.
TODAY Woke up at 12plus. Headache. Then ate pathetic porridge. Wiped the sofa (super shiny now), scrub the kitchen floor with mum and washed the damn bathroom, including the toilet bowl (you didn't read the wrong thing, i scrubbed the toiletbowl !). Went NTUC and saw Loic. Super long nvr see him! Then until now, Im sitting here (:
Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D.
Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu.
Daddy God brought me to this world on 19aug1993 &&i ♥ FAHRENHEIT ! i ♥ GOD
i ♥ CHIPMUNKS :D
i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
i ♥ my GIRLFRIENDS; LYNN, YULYNN, EMILIA, MELISSA, JASMINE AND MINLI
i ♥ 208; NICHOLASTANSHENGHUI :DD
i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
i ♥ 金桢勋/김정훈/KIM JUNG HOON :DDDD
i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !
dont know why, super high ystd during CO. i spread my disease of laughing and lag-ness to Liying and Naka and then a bit to Joyce. So turned out whole Gaohu group(only 4 of us lah) go crazy and high. Laugh non-stop can? So in conclusion, Gaohu group is the craziest among erhu. HAHAS. i really love the times in CO, but also at times, it piss me off. But after seeing nice Juniors like Joyce and Peiyi, all your scoldings and craziness pays off. Good Job erhu-ers, You all are improving fast. MUST LIAN QING ok? :D Anyway, im so going to kick out those people(in erhu) who slack and think that they can go SYF when in the first place, they dont deserve it ! (:
And right now, im stucked in the middle of my F&N coursework. I forget how to do alrdy lah ! OhMyGod ): And im late okay? Which means i have to state reason why i hand up my coursework late under the remarks in my Overall Work Plan )): Someone please help.... AHHH..
Something bad happened on Thursday. My mom had some pain around the stomach area after eating some stupid corn pill from dont know which planet. Then she go eat another stupid dumb medicine which as a result, made her pain even worse. Then she start having those vomiting sounds. Nevermind, after that, she sit outside my computer room and start having those sounds. PISS ME OFF ! Then aft that, when im trying my best to concentrate and squeeze every drop of brain juice im left with to remember how to do my coursework, she start irritating me. Super Piss-ed off lah ! Then she was sent to a 24hour clinic by my sis and her boyf. Then ystd, she went to do ultrasound and found out that she has some stone inside. I dont know how to explain also lah. But she has to have an operation after 1 or 2 months. Now, i really feel the stress and headache. I dont know what to do as a daughter. I really dont know what to do. I cant help to take her pain away. I can only do simple housework while im struggling to do my homeworks and practice my instrument. I dont know if i can take it or not. Seeing my mom in such a great pain, im simple just USELESS. And adding on to it, my hair keep dropping. I really am very afraid. I dont know what to do now, seriously.
God, please help me. I really need your help. I cant fight these obstacles by my own. I dont have enough strength, stamina and courage.
Hais, why are all these happening during the happiest season in the year? Everyone else are happily enjoying their New Year but why cant my family be the same? I sometimes feel like giving up man. But aft seeing the love from my family and friends, i cant bare but to continue to struggle.
Where has the crazy Jolene gone to? Can anyone find Jolene back?
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Sorry everyone for not blogging ! ): HAHAS.
And esp the "Merry Christmas", i've changed it. It a new year already. And Chinese New Year is around the corner.
Yesterday was quite a memorial day. Was esp happy lah. Had CNY celebration in the morning at the hall. YYSSCO performed. Good job everyone ! :D Super scary can? Sit in front lah. Then cannot look down. Keep looking at Jaslyn and Jiaying then i stand like a woodblock. But when started playing, had a bit of confidence le, so not so scared. Was happy that we didnt make major mistakes ! And the good thing is, i didn't tremble when i was playing :DDD Aft everything, went to celebrate CNY with Clique♥ @ White Tang. It's been a while since we ate tgt as a whole Clique. Then everyone went home to prepare the service at night. Reached Serangoon early and DUCK gave me a surprise. She came to "send us off". Hahas. So nice of her right? She pei me wait for the rest, so i was not bored(: Then went down to MRT scan out there. Met Justin, YuCheng, Ben Goy, James, Wen An, JianKang, Dennis, Morris, Nicholas, Desmond Loh, Kelvin, DengJu, OCC, Pei Sze, Lynn, Melissa, MinLi, JasmineLin, RuJun, JiaLing, BeeKuan, YuSen, DesmondSeah and Andy at Serangoon. Then Leon, Sherman, Annabel, Kaye and Geraldine at Kallang. Then when pastor preaching halfway BenLiong joined us.(anyway, if i missed out your name, pls tell me!) In total, there were 32 people (adding BenLiong) who went for the Service ! Ohmygod right? Sec4exp gathering sia ! Sat with JianKang during the service with Morris beside him. They were super retarted can? Esp during the play. MinLi, Mel, Pei Sze and DengJu were in front of me. Then when starting the guy do beatbox then everyone were like shouting "DengJu". hahas. Then when the muscular guy show off his muscles, most of the boys keep saying:" Must go train le!" hahas. all envy him. Anyway, i sat at the most left of the row. And my entire row were boys=.= I was happy that JianKang and Morris worshipped and prayed tgt with the pastor. Aft that, most of us went Kallang Mrt then we took 80 to Kovan. I sat at the back with Kelvin, Yusen, BenLiong, Desmond Seah, Desmond Loh and DengJu at the back while Mel, Pei Sze and Nic were in front. Then they all bully me ): LOLS. Then we went kovan mac to makan den cabbed home. Reached home @ 1 plus am. siao right? Super tired. Then woke up @ 1 plus pm. hahas. slept for enirely 12hrs.
Super Enjoyed the service. Everyone else enjoyed themselves too. Hallelujah, Praise the Lord ! Pastor Mark was very funny !
Anyway, for those who enjoyed the service, you can come along too for next saturday's D.A.R.E service @ suntec Rock Auditorium. It's for youths. Can ask me for details ! hahas. Those interested can come along as well. Contact me @ 81188941.
Wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year !
My almight God, i can feel your power yesterday night. Thank You Lord for letting everyone to enjoy themselves Lord, i really wann to Thank You for yesterday night. Im sure they'll be able to feel your holiness ! AMEN ! :D
Sunday, January 04, 2009
REALLY SORRY GUYS !
Busy and lazy to blog lah ! HAHAS.
i owe everyone a lot of happenings.
So, im gonna combine the few major events into this post !
FARENHEIT CONCERT
Okay, let's start off with Fahrenheit Concert bah. I think some of you have seen Emilia's Blog and photos about it. But of course, im sure you all would also like to hear about my part right? I shall jump all the way until when we just sat down in SIS. They keep playing the same advertisement over and over again. Then Emilia and I high until keep singing Yoga Lin's "gei ni ai ai ai bu wan". LOLS. Then when concert start, everyone super high. Then i a bit high only lah. Their first song was "Chu Shen Ru Hua". See? My memory so good. HAHAS. okay, then when they walk forward on the extended stage, everyone scream like siao and stand up on chair. Then as a result, everyone behind, including Emilia and I stood up on the chair kos we couldn't see. Then whole SIS high like siao sia. Then got one lucky girl kena picked and she was allowed to go on stage to meet Fahrenheit! (jealous like siao) then they hugged her, held her hand and everything. Then Emilia and I were like :" wth lah ! we also want ! ):" hahas. anyway, they were really nice to her. I think they would treat girls so well bah. Then i kaypo and asked the two girls beside me who they like. lols, then had fun with them too lah. See? I'm so sociable ! Then highness all the way until so-called "last song" then they byebye. Then we all shout :"encore encore !" then the drummer come out. give us tempo to shout :" encore" and "fahrenheit". Then expectedly, they came out and sang another two songs. Then all the fans willing to go. HAHAS.. Overall, i enjoyed the concert very much lah. See my AiAi until so shuang le. HAHAS. I feel that the money is really worth it lah. I think Fahrenheit realy improved a lot throughout these 2 years. They've really grown up. Anyway, I just realised that there was extra batt. I scrimped on the batt you know? Arghs.
Before Concert Starts: First Song: Chu Shen Ru Hua Stage Super Chioness right?Xiao Xiao Da Ren Wu (Wu Zun, Jiro, Aaron, Calvin)
Calvin doing beatbox. (My AIAI ! )
Guest Star : LiuLiYangLiuLiYang singing TiAmo with Aaron playing the piano. Fahrenheit singing english oldies
Notice below the 2 pics. Wuzun looking into my cam !!
Calvin being the DJ
Ending of concert
SINGAPORE FLYER Took some pics but not really very nice. So not gonna post up unless there's a popular demand. It's super lame lah. Turn for 30 mins. You stand inside there for 30mins like kuku. hahas.
CHRISTMAS EVE&CHRISTMAS How can i leave out the most wonderful countdown of the year? I mean for me, i think that Christmas is more important than New Year because Jesus died for us. Yeah, AMEN ! hahas. Actually, i was supposed to meet the rest at 9pm. While i was doing my christmas cards, mel called and ask if i wanted to go City Harvest Church. Geraldine invited us. At first we weren't sure whether to go or not. Then i thought for a while:"Since we have time, we should go and celebrate this important event !" Then I went to meet Charmaine and then Melissa. We met the 3 Lovely Gs (Geraldine, Germaine and Glennis) at Expo MRT then waited for JianKang to come. The worst thing : IT'S RAINING ! Then Expo outside long queue. So we went by the back entrance i think. Mel, JianKang and I ran in the rain. The rain makes the whole atmosphere very "christmas-ly". hahas. All of us enjoyed ourselves lah, The best thing: JianKang raised his hand for altar call ! hahas. Knew Vincent and Fookai through that day. They're really nice people lah. They invite me time and again for gatherings and services. They even played viwawa with me till 3am lah ! hahas. okay, after that went to Cineleisure to meet Dennis, Morris, GuiJun and Valerie. Then bought tix for " Yes Man". While waiting for the show to start, we went for dinner and countdown-ed outside Cineleisure. HAHAS. the atmosphere very high. Everyone else were spraying the foam thingy. Then when we were roaming around the streets, we were hiding like siao. They very scary sia, spray like siao. hahas. But in the end, Val and GJ tio the most. Morris even got sprayed by a China Auntie ! Super funny. Sent Gi to MRT and we went for our movie. After movie, we walked back to Dhoby Ghaut den Val's parents came to fetch Morris, GJ, Char and Val home. Then left with the four of us (Dennis, JianKang, Mel and I) again. That time at airport also four of us. Then we dai dee-ed till 7am plus. The pathetic cold breakfast at 7 eleven. Then all of us went home. I slept till 5plus and mummy woke me up for dinner at Leon's church with my mom's friend. I didn't know it is his church at first lah. So coincidental right? Pics @ Gi's Blog. It's on her 25th December post (: Geraldine, your blog's visitors are going to increase !
NEW YEAR Most of you expect me to have a wonderful NewYear countdown out there and get high like siao right? Guess what i did.... i countdown-ed on the phone with mel =.= Lamest event of the year for me. Lols. Not so bad lah. At least get to countdown with mel. Nothing much to blog about.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL Totally s**t sia. New Principal talked for more than half an hour. Power right? Even more pro then ex-principal. HAHAS. Went Sakae for tea-time buffet with Lynn, Mel and Minli :D
YESTERDAY Went for the first service for the year at NEW CREATION CHURCH *SCREAMS AND CHEERS*. hahas. i went with Jasmine. Due to the stupid red light that scared Jasmine, I decided not to take any pics. Hahas. Went to watch twilight for the second time. Anyway, i didn't see any difference between Twilight and Twilight Digital. Still the same=.= Aft that we went JustNoodles at Suntec for dinner. Jasmine keep whining on the way. Hahas.Talked on phone with mel for a while den called YongQuan. Talked till around 2 plus. hahas. so long nvr contact him le. So many rubbish to say. And, that stingy boy still remembers my belated birthday present. He got something for me from Japan. So nice right? For the first time, He's nice to me. Classic example of a miracle happening. HAHAS.
TODAY Woke up at 12plus. Headache. Then ate pathetic porridge. Wiped the sofa (super shiny now), scrub the kitchen floor with mum and washed the damn bathroom, including the toilet bowl (you didn't read the wrong thing, i scrubbed the toiletbowl !). Went NTUC and saw Loic. Super long nvr see him! Then until now, Im sitting here (:
First Song: Chu Shen Ru Hua
Stage Super Chioness right?
Xiao Xiao Da Ren Wu (Wu Zun, Jiro, Aaron, Calvin)
LiuLiYang singing TiAmo with Aaron playing the piano.
Fahrenheit singing english oldies
Ending of concert
