Do you ever believe in fairytales? I dont. I believe in Jesus. Daddy God is the best-damn-GOD on Earth! He sent Jesus down and Jesus died for us. Daddy God loves me and I love Daddy God :DD
"I love the LORD because He has heard my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1
Daddy God, i pray that my family and all my friends will soon accept you into their heart and let you be their Almighty Daddy God. In the name of Jesus, i pray, AMEN !
BLABBERINGS;
Friday, October 17, 2008
SEXAYES :D i'm proud to announce my results. Anyway, don't get too shocked and fall off from your chair or drop your jaw. Be sure to catch it back if it really falls. HAHAS. sorry for the exaggeration.
English P1: Letter writing - 19/30 Composition - 16/30 English P2: Comprehension - 14/25 Summary - 21/25
Social Studies - 38/50
Chemistry - 42/65 Biology - 36.5/65
Food&Nutrition - 56.5/100
Chinese P1 - 51/70 Chinese P2 - 46/70 Listening Comprehension - 12/20
POA - 89/100 (this is not the shocking point yet, i got pay attention one ok? HAHAS ! )
E.Maths P1 - 62/80 (wow right? I got highest in class for this paper) E.Maths P2 - 56/100
now, im gonna describe about my Maths paper. HAHAS. P2 was kind of expected to be lousy. Anyway, i've been failing Maths since Pri 4. Not exaggerating. Although i passed my common tests, my definition of failing since Pri 4 meant all the Major exams like mid year and etc... Like hello? I finally passed my E.Maths. Such a great achievement lah ! Then somemore B3. hahas. Miracles do happen. Im a classic example (: Anyway, the reason behind my E.Maths result is : doing ten years series. That's Mr.Yeo's suggestion and it helped me a lot. I've been staying back late with clique plus dengju they all until quite late. I've been extremely hardworking ok? I decided not to let my family members down by failing my E.Maths all the time. And i was talking to Mel on the phone and told her that im used to saying :" I failed Maths" everytime when people ask about my results. HAHS. ok, The big wooha about my results this year is not only about E.Maths but POA as well. I got pay attention to Mdm Soo's class ok? I so guai... hahas. Everyone were like concerned about my POA marks then they all will reply :"you go die lah" when i tell them my marks. HAHAS. so many people ask me to die. ): &&i thought my SS was gone case. and yea, i managed to get quite ok, even though not very good. HAHAS.
anyway, CO intensive training starting=.= Gonna get stucked to my erhu, if not, gaohu. Then i'll be like "music siao". Then it'll be like last year's SYF season. I'll start to hear different random parts of the SYF songs by random instruments in my ear. Ok, I guess Shermin understands my point.
yawns, im tired. going for D.A.R.E Service tmr. I feel so excited everytime we're going service :DD
God, You made me who i am now............
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
HEY SEXAYES ! :D Time really flies and it flew very fast this year. Our seniors have graduated this afternoon, carrying on with their lives and dreams. Shermin sent me and others whom she know, this msg ystd night: "Tmr will be the last day of school. It'ss be officially the last day we will meet as school-mates. I'm setting aside everything unhappy we might have been through. I'll remember that you've played a part in my life. Be it happy or sad, good or bad, i still regard you as my best friend(:
LOVE YOU! & TC!"
ok, it may not seem a lot to you all, but although she didn't only sent this to me, i wanted to cry immediately i see this. anyway, this post shall be dedicated to all those seniors who made my life in Yuying somewhat a little more colourful, espSHERMINONGSHUWEN. From the start, i knew her through my sis as she was my sis's junior. From the beginning, she had an impression that i loved curry puffs and i eat them until my whole shirt gets the crumbs. Slowly, as she takes the same bus with me, i start to know her even better. With many CO practices, we often take the same bus tgt. Although we weren't close in the beginning, as the usual quiet me, i often kept quiet throughout. She initiated the talk. She was the first senior that really made me treat her as not only a senior, but the bestest friend. Throughout these short 3 years in Yuying, she was always there for me, encouraging me and everything. She was the first person who treated me so well. When i was in sec 2, i had quarrellings with friends and ended up being lonely all the time. As i was a quiet and shy girl then, i don't make a lot of friends in CO. After quarrellings with anyone, i would always vomit out all my unhappiness to her. (ok, i pity her. HAHAS.) Few months before today when i had a bit of "cold war" with my clique, only Lynn and her were there for me. She didn't cared if the rest of the people disliked me or what. She just carried on to be there for me. She not only always there for me but for everyone else. I could share my happiness, anger, sadness and joy to her.
TO MY DEAREST SHERMINONGSHUWEN; I'll always remember you not as a friend, not as the bestest senior, but as the bestest FRIEND and SISTER.
Good Luck for your future endeavours and i hope that you quickly decide where to go after graduating before its too late. HAHAS. And all the best for your "O"s ! Im sure you're able to do it ! The road is very bitter and tough now, but after all these hardwork, im sure that you'll reap beautiful results :D <3 See? I still keep this photo ! HAHAS. We'll meet up for the usual dinners, movies and shoppings again ok? Please keep in mind that dinners after CO won't be fun without you! (:
With BIGBIGHUGEHUGE♥; JOLENETEOWEITIAN :D
P.S: i cried while typing this...
Monday, October 13, 2008
Im back once again, excited to share with you my wonderful happenings :D
&I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THE END OF MY EXAMINATIONS.
woohoo~
finally, after so many days of chiong-ing, worries, burning of midnight oils and "-.-" eyes, the examinations are over ! But there's an empty feeling in me. Maybe chiong too hard, then everything suddenly come to an end. Anyway, the end of the examinations mark the start of some fun! Gonna go out with clique to sentosa, cycling, steamboat, sakae and many many more... We'll be extremely busy ok! Must ask my secretary before dating me :P
SATURDAY and SUNDAY:
went out with Emilia to PS to buy fahrenheit concert tickets ! (:
after that, went to far east to get Emilia's suspenders and Show Luo merchandises. Aft that went to vivo to buy stuffs. Met Minli tgt with Yusen at hougang mall. Makan le den went to NTUC buy stuffs. Then something embarrasing happened. Mel thought Yusen was in front of her then she went to tap the STRANGER three times (quite hard) then when he turned, Mel immediately apologised then turned and face me, making us laugh like siao char bo. Then got this particular guy wearing black formal keep looking at us like as though we mad. HAHAS ! interesting uh? Ask us to demonstrate if you happen to see us. HAHAS. aft that, went to REDMAN to get donut stuffs. In the end, it was closed. We so angry until we banged the door like siao. Then went back to NTUC to get those stuffs. Went Mel house watch TV a while jiu start to fry donuts. After that melt chocolates. & i made an interesting one. Meet Mr. Carrot (:
Handsome ain't he? HAHAS. Eunice predicted that Minli will be the first to knock out. Followed by char, me den Mel. In the end, Mel knocked out first. then Minli then char and me woke them up. aft that, mel offered us to sleep in her mom's room (: we slept at around 2 plus i think. Then woke up at 10plus. not bad huh? hahas. Then we went bugis to get some stuffs. makan le jiu went home. then went to AMK hub for dinner.
TODAY: had workshop from 9am to 4pm. They invitd this ex-conductress a.k.a ex-SYF judge a.k.a Psychitrist(how to spell?). so cool right? now he works as a psychitrist in IMH. Then he shared a lot about leadership with us. Learnt a lot... ok, after that went to Compass point with Lynn. Went to bought Yusen's belated present. Gonna surprise him tmr. a real "SHOCKING" one. hahas. then reached home around 8plus 9.
Mama unhappy again. I really seriously think that she has menopause. No kidding. She's been giving us attitude and everything since the past few weeks. Like wth la. So unfair you know? I never do anything wrong. Talk to her nicely end up kena scolded, shouted and she even close drawers or whatever loudly. Seriously la, if you're unhappy with me, can't you just say out? You're making jiejie and i hate this house you know? You know why we don't like to go home early? It's because you nag even before we settle down. We just step into the house and all you do is nag and scold after one whole hard day in school. You always say you're tired and the only one doing all the household chores. Didn't jie and i help? You used to say that we didn't help in front of Daddy. Then now even Daddy nags and tells us to help you whenever he sees me. I really feel like avoiding you, avoiding th whole world. Hide myself under the blanket on my bed. I feel so tired everyday. More of mentally than physically. I know you do things that are for our own good. But have you ever thought about the things that you taught us? Have you wondered if you have taught us in the right or wrong way? You just love to scold and nag. I know you don't want to. But can't you try to be more patient? You know what's scold and talk less, listen more? You expect others to respect you when you don't even respect us. i've had enough. I wanna burst it out loud. But nobody understands and nobody would bother. I really need my mentally strength back...
Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D.
Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu.
Daddy God brought me to this world on 19aug1993 &&i ♥ FAHRENHEIT ! i ♥ GOD
i ♥ CHIPMUNKS :D
i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
i ♥ my GIRLFRIENDS; LYNN, YULYNN, EMILIA, MELISSA, JASMINE AND MINLI
i ♥ 208; NICHOLASTANSHENGHUI :DD
i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
i ♥ 金桢勋/김정훈/KIM JUNG HOON :DDDD
i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !
SEXAYES :D i'm proud to announce my results. Anyway, don't get too shocked and fall off from your chair or drop your jaw. Be sure to catch it back if it really falls. HAHAS. sorry for the exaggeration.
English P1: Letter writing - 19/30 Composition - 16/30 English P2: Comprehension - 14/25 Summary - 21/25
Social Studies - 38/50
Chemistry - 42/65 Biology - 36.5/65
Food&Nutrition - 56.5/100
Chinese P1 - 51/70 Chinese P2 - 46/70 Listening Comprehension - 12/20
POA - 89/100 (this is not the shocking point yet, i got pay attention one ok? HAHAS ! )
E.Maths P1 - 62/80 (wow right? I got highest in class for this paper) E.Maths P2 - 56/100
now, im gonna describe about my Maths paper. HAHAS. P2 was kind of expected to be lousy. Anyway, i've been failing Maths since Pri 4. Not exaggerating. Although i passed my common tests, my definition of failing since Pri 4 meant all the Major exams like mid year and etc... Like hello? I finally passed my E.Maths. Such a great achievement lah ! Then somemore B3. hahas. Miracles do happen. Im a classic example (: Anyway, the reason behind my E.Maths result is : doing ten years series. That's Mr.Yeo's suggestion and it helped me a lot. I've been staying back late with clique plus dengju they all until quite late. I've been extremely hardworking ok? I decided not to let my family members down by failing my E.Maths all the time. And i was talking to Mel on the phone and told her that im used to saying :" I failed Maths" everytime when people ask about my results. HAHS. ok, The big wooha about my results this year is not only about E.Maths but POA as well. I got pay attention to Mdm Soo's class ok? I so guai... hahas. Everyone were like concerned about my POA marks then they all will reply :"you go die lah" when i tell them my marks. HAHAS. so many people ask me to die. ): &&i thought my SS was gone case. and yea, i managed to get quite ok, even though not very good. HAHAS.
anyway, CO intensive training starting=.= Gonna get stucked to my erhu, if not, gaohu. Then i'll be like "music siao". Then it'll be like last year's SYF season. I'll start to hear different random parts of the SYF songs by random instruments in my ear. Ok, I guess Shermin understands my point.
yawns, im tired. going for D.A.R.E Service tmr. I feel so excited everytime we're going service :DD
God, You made me who i am now............
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
HEY SEXAYES ! :D Time really flies and it flew very fast this year. Our seniors have graduated this afternoon, carrying on with their lives and dreams. Shermin sent me and others whom she know, this msg ystd night: "Tmr will be the last day of school. It'ss be officially the last day we will meet as school-mates. I'm setting aside everything unhappy we might have been through. I'll remember that you've played a part in my life. Be it happy or sad, good or bad, i still regard you as my best friend(:
LOVE YOU! & TC!"
ok, it may not seem a lot to you all, but although she didn't only sent this to me, i wanted to cry immediately i see this. anyway, this post shall be dedicated to all those seniors who made my life in Yuying somewhat a little more colourful, espSHERMINONGSHUWEN. From the start, i knew her through my sis as she was my sis's junior. From the beginning, she had an impression that i loved curry puffs and i eat them until my whole shirt gets the crumbs. Slowly, as she takes the same bus with me, i start to know her even better. With many CO practices, we often take the same bus tgt. Although we weren't close in the beginning, as the usual quiet me, i often kept quiet throughout. She initiated the talk. She was the first senior that really made me treat her as not only a senior, but the bestest friend. Throughout these short 3 years in Yuying, she was always there for me, encouraging me and everything. She was the first person who treated me so well. When i was in sec 2, i had quarrellings with friends and ended up being lonely all the time. As i was a quiet and shy girl then, i don't make a lot of friends in CO. After quarrellings with anyone, i would always vomit out all my unhappiness to her. (ok, i pity her. HAHAS.) Few months before today when i had a bit of "cold war" with my clique, only Lynn and her were there for me. She didn't cared if the rest of the people disliked me or what. She just carried on to be there for me. She not only always there for me but for everyone else. I could share my happiness, anger, sadness and joy to her.
TO MY DEAREST SHERMINONGSHUWEN; I'll always remember you not as a friend, not as the bestest senior, but as the bestest FRIEND and SISTER.
Good Luck for your future endeavours and i hope that you quickly decide where to go after graduating before its too late. HAHAS. And all the best for your "O"s ! Im sure you're able to do it ! The road is very bitter and tough now, but after all these hardwork, im sure that you'll reap beautiful results :D <3 See? I still keep this photo ! HAHAS. We'll meet up for the usual dinners, movies and shoppings again ok? Please keep in mind that dinners after CO won't be fun without you! (:
With BIGBIGHUGEHUGE♥; JOLENETEOWEITIAN :D
P.S: i cried while typing this...
Monday, October 13, 2008
Im back once again, excited to share with you my wonderful happenings :D
&I OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THE END OF MY EXAMINATIONS.
woohoo~
finally, after so many days of chiong-ing, worries, burning of midnight oils and "-.-" eyes, the examinations are over ! But there's an empty feeling in me. Maybe chiong too hard, then everything suddenly come to an end. Anyway, the end of the examinations mark the start of some fun! Gonna go out with clique to sentosa, cycling, steamboat, sakae and many many more... We'll be extremely busy ok! Must ask my secretary before dating me :P
SATURDAY and SUNDAY:
went out with Emilia to PS to buy fahrenheit concert tickets ! (:
after that, went to far east to get Emilia's suspenders and Show Luo merchandises. Aft that went to vivo to buy stuffs. Met Minli tgt with Yusen at hougang mall. Makan le den went to NTUC buy stuffs. Then something embarrasing happened. Mel thought Yusen was in front of her then she went to tap the STRANGER three times (quite hard) then when he turned, Mel immediately apologised then turned and face me, making us laugh like siao char bo. Then got this particular guy wearing black formal keep looking at us like as though we mad. HAHAS ! interesting uh? Ask us to demonstrate if you happen to see us. HAHAS. aft that, went to REDMAN to get donut stuffs. In the end, it was closed. We so angry until we banged the door like siao. Then went back to NTUC to get those stuffs. Went Mel house watch TV a while jiu start to fry donuts. After that melt chocolates. & i made an interesting one. Meet Mr. Carrot (:
Handsome ain't he? HAHAS. Eunice predicted that Minli will be the first to knock out. Followed by char, me den Mel. In the end, Mel knocked out first. then Minli then char and me woke them up. aft that, mel offered us to sleep in her mom's room (: we slept at around 2 plus i think. Then woke up at 10plus. not bad huh? hahas. Then we went bugis to get some stuffs. makan le jiu went home. then went to AMK hub for dinner.
TODAY: had workshop from 9am to 4pm. They invitd this ex-conductress a.k.a ex-SYF judge a.k.a Psychitrist(how to spell?). so cool right? now he works as a psychitrist in IMH. Then he shared a lot about leadership with us. Learnt a lot... ok, after that went to Compass point with Lynn. Went to bought Yusen's belated present. Gonna surprise him tmr. a real "SHOCKING" one. hahas. then reached home around 8plus 9.
Mama unhappy again. I really seriously think that she has menopause. No kidding. She's been giving us attitude and everything since the past few weeks. Like wth la. So unfair you know? I never do anything wrong. Talk to her nicely end up kena scolded, shouted and she even close drawers or whatever loudly. Seriously la, if you're unhappy with me, can't you just say out? You're making jiejie and i hate this house you know? You know why we don't like to go home early? It's because you nag even before we settle down. We just step into the house and all you do is nag and scold after one whole hard day in school. You always say you're tired and the only one doing all the household chores. Didn't jie and i help? You used to say that we didn't help in front of Daddy. Then now even Daddy nags and tells us to help you whenever he sees me. I really feel like avoiding you, avoiding th whole world. Hide myself under the blanket on my bed. I feel so tired everyday. More of mentally than physically. I know you do things that are for our own good. But have you ever thought about the things that you taught us? Have you wondered if you have taught us in the right or wrong way? You just love to scold and nag. I know you don't want to. But can't you try to be more patient? You know what's scold and talk less, listen more? You expect others to respect you when you don't even respect us. i've had enough. I wanna burst it out loud. But nobody understands and nobody would bother. I really need my mentally strength back...