Do you ever believe in fairytales? I dont. I believe in Jesus. Daddy God is the best-damn-GOD on Earth! He sent Jesus down and Jesus died for us. Daddy God loves me and I love Daddy God :DD
"I love the LORD because He has heard my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1
Daddy God, i pray that my family and all my friends will soon accept you into their heart and let you be their Almighty Daddy God. In the name of Jesus, i pray, AMEN !
BLABBERINGS;
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Government's back with sis. HAHAS.
Benson dakorkor started calling my mom government. kos quite true la. she controls everything. worst than government. anyway, they bought strawberries fresh from cameron highlands for me :D
&dearest rie bought this box of fresh strawberries coated with chocolate for me from cameron highlands. it's like those you see in esplanade. oh my god. love you like shit la ! <3
ok, HsihJiang and Lynnwee are starting this "money passing game". It started off with the pact that they made. HsihJiang promised that he'll treat Lynnwee a mac meal if she her maths grade hit his target. In the end, her grades didn't. So, it was right for her to treat him. Then, he didn't wanna accept the offer. But he had no choice. Kos Lynn went to the counter and paid before he could. Then, in order to return Lynn the money, he tried all ways and means to stuff the damn $5 into her textbook, bag and anywhere he could. Then, to give it back to HsihJiang, Lynn also tried all ways and means to stuff it back to him. In the end, Varian, KuanSheng, Stephanie&I got involved as well=.= After 2 days of passing, guess what? The damn $5 ended up here with me. Stupid HsihJiang, Varian&KuanSheng. idiots la !
Freedom lost. No more hanging out late at night. I will miss the night life. I love the breeze and serenity of the night. i just love sitting at the bus stop late at night, being able to think and reflect without disturbance. AWWW, MAN ! ):
THANKS FOR HATING ME. BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK DAMN. HAPPY HATING :D ps: it'll do you no good !
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
For the first time, im blogging without any feelings in me. i feel very numbed. i dont know why.
i seem to be bringing trouble to everyone around me. esp clique, benson da korkor and yong quan korkor. make me feel damn guilty. since sunday night, benson dakorkor and yong quan korkor have been accompanying me kos mom and sis went cameron highland.
Sunday went out to study with mel and emilia. after that went AMK hub find them. after tt went kovan ntuc there with benson da korkor. den he sent me to bus stop take bus home.
monday met lynn and emilia at heartland for lunch and went school for CO. emo shit teacher came late. &i feel irritated to talk to him. I DONT LIKE HIM. then after CO jiu went KFC for dinner with mel and shermin. then after that went kovan ntuc to meet benson da korkor and yong quan korkor. dont feel like going home. but yong quan korkor sent me to bus stop, so i cant dont go home=.= then talked to phone with lynn and fariz. then hang phone le a while more called benson da korkor. talked until tired go sleep.
today went study with lynn. then called hsih jiang to come. then after that actually going to jog with yong quan korkor de. but too late. so went to jog myself. then after jogging went mac for dinner. sitting there like kuku. then faster eat finish jiu go home and here i am, talking about my nonsensical days.
i feel like as though im bothering everyone. i made everyone worry for me. i feel guilty. i dont know why. i feel as if it's end of the world. like as though there's no cure for anything. but to think back, i have so many great girlfriends and korkors. im afraid to give them more trouble.
something seemed to be troubling me. but i just dont know what.
Friday, June 13, 2008
AHHHHHHH.... i feel like screaming out sia.
IM SOSOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY ! this is what happened:
i felt very bored as i already completed watching 花樣少年少女. happy ending. HAHAS. ok, then i flipped through my notebook which had those contacts, qq and email of those china buddies. then, i happened to find one buddy with an msn account. i added her to try my luck. see if she logs in. &i happened that today is friday. they can go home at 3pm and they must report back to school on sunday at 8pm. means, they're at home now. then suddenly, someone msn-ed me. SHE : are you baozi's buddy? ME: yes ! ME: can you help me ask if baozi has sent any letter to me? and the conversation continues. (btw, all our conversations are in chinese) then, she called and asked my buddy. and my buddy says she already sent the letter to the post office. IM SO HAPPY !! &Emilia and i troubled her a lot la. REALLY BIGBIG THANK YOU ! btw, she's my buddy's class chairman. hahas.
aiyo, my ear's giving me problems again. it's blocking and i cant hear clearly. it hurts la. fucking pain. GOD, i pray for my ear to recover ):
moving on to more taiwan dramas ! &school's re-opening soon ): so many things undone. AHHHH...
Thursday, June 12, 2008
hey sexayes, im back ! HAHAS. went out on tuesday with ZYNN. went The Cathay to catch The Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian. SO NICE CAN? OMG.
William Moseleyas Peter Pevensie Anna Popplewellas Susan Pevensie Skandar Keynesas Edmund Pevensie Georgie Henleyas Lucy Pevensie Ben Barnesas Prince Caspian
LIKE OMG LA ! WILLIAM MOSELEYIS SOSOSOSOSOSO CHARMING CAN? DAMN HANDSOME LA ! he's only 21 years old. Born on April 27, 1987 Full Name isWILLIAM PETER MOSELEY. now you see the connection between his name and the name of his role in Prince Caspian?
hahas. It's a must watch movie ok ! Rating by me : 4/5 :D
&&im watching Hana Kimi [花樣少年少女] now. HAHAS. now still at episode 11. i think episode 10 is damn funny. should go and watch ! (:
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
back to blogging (:
im seriously feeling very pissed la. bloody bastard. what the hell is he thinking sia? he keeps coming to disturb HER. like wth? SHE already broke up with you for soooo long. &you keep disturbing her, causing inconvenience to everyone. ARGH.
hope GOD will help((:
ok, currently in my mom's shop at tampines. she says all the aunties miss me :D hahas. see? im so lovable. im very bored la. maybe will play viwawa or watch taiwan dramas ba. ystd had performance at anchorpoint shopping centre. first time screwed up. second time better. today dont have to go. hahas. laziness will overcome jolene. ): too bad.
&& THANKS for your dark chocolate ! (: you still rmbred my "mountain of dark chocolate". but 70% is my limit la. i will die if you buy 99% ! hahas.
GOD bless me everyday(:
Friday, June 06, 2008
FINALLY CAME BACK FROM CHINA. (: hahas. was damn fun can? 10 days of fun. &i cried on the 9th day. we all going back singapore le. den 舍不得 them. &my buddy cried for the very first time in her life in school. see how powerful emilia&i were? hahas. she was forcing us to cry. then in the end emilia really cried, then followed by me. then slowly, my buddy cried. all her classmates shocked la. HAHAS. i must download QQ la. the china students all use QQ. if nvr use then cannot contact them so easily. sms and call very expensive leh !
took lots of pics. can view them in my friendster album. oh ya, the students there very friendly. the boys quite gentleman. hahas. maybe kos we were from another country, so they wanna respect us ba. for them, they cannot take pic with one one of the opposite sex. which means cannot one girl one oy take one pic. must one whole group. then they cannot hold hand, cannot talk to the opposite sex privately. so restricted. then they say we very open-minded(:
they are very special. they got each a nickname. for my buddy, she's baozi.
so cute right? hahas !
then got hou zi, bai gou..... so many ! buy can only rmbr some. hope she can faster write letter to me. miss them sooooo much la. got soooo many things to say to them. AHHH.... i wanna go back to china):
Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D.
Im proud to be in YYSSCO, playing the gaohu.
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i ♥ PURPLE the way i ROCK !
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i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
i ♥ CHOCOLATES, not too sweet or bitter :D
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i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !
Benson dakorkor started calling my mom government. kos quite true la. she controls everything. worst than government. anyway, they bought strawberries fresh from cameron highlands for me :D
&dearest rie bought this box of fresh strawberries coated with chocolate for me from cameron highlands. it's like those you see in esplanade. oh my god. love you like shit la ! <3
ok, HsihJiang and Lynnwee are starting this "money passing game". It started off with the pact that they made. HsihJiang promised that he'll treat Lynnwee a mac meal if she her maths grade hit his target. In the end, her grades didn't. So, it was right for her to treat him. Then, he didn't wanna accept the offer. But he had no choice. Kos Lynn went to the counter and paid before he could. Then, in order to return Lynn the money, he tried all ways and means to stuff the damn $5 into her textbook, bag and anywhere he could. Then, to give it back to HsihJiang, Lynn also tried all ways and means to stuff it back to him. In the end, Varian, KuanSheng, Stephanie&I got involved as well=.= After 2 days of passing, guess what? The damn $5 ended up here with me. Stupid HsihJiang, Varian&KuanSheng. idiots la !
Freedom lost. No more hanging out late at night. I will miss the night life. I love the breeze and serenity of the night. i just love sitting at the bus stop late at night, being able to think and reflect without disturbance. AWWW, MAN ! ):
THANKS FOR HATING ME. BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK DAMN. HAPPY HATING :D ps: it'll do you no good !
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
For the first time, im blogging without any feelings in me. i feel very numbed. i dont know why.
i seem to be bringing trouble to everyone around me. esp clique, benson da korkor and yong quan korkor. make me feel damn guilty. since sunday night, benson dakorkor and yong quan korkor have been accompanying me kos mom and sis went cameron highland.
Sunday went out to study with mel and emilia. after that went AMK hub find them. after tt went kovan ntuc there with benson da korkor. den he sent me to bus stop take bus home.
monday met lynn and emilia at heartland for lunch and went school for CO. emo shit teacher came late. &i feel irritated to talk to him. I DONT LIKE HIM. then after CO jiu went KFC for dinner with mel and shermin. then after that went kovan ntuc to meet benson da korkor and yong quan korkor. dont feel like going home. but yong quan korkor sent me to bus stop, so i cant dont go home=.= then talked to phone with lynn and fariz. then hang phone le a while more called benson da korkor. talked until tired go sleep.
today went study with lynn. then called hsih jiang to come. then after that actually going to jog with yong quan korkor de. but too late. so went to jog myself. then after jogging went mac for dinner. sitting there like kuku. then faster eat finish jiu go home and here i am, talking about my nonsensical days.
i feel like as though im bothering everyone. i made everyone worry for me. i feel guilty. i dont know why. i feel as if it's end of the world. like as though there's no cure for anything. but to think back, i have so many great girlfriends and korkors. im afraid to give them more trouble.
something seemed to be troubling me. but i just dont know what.
Friday, June 13, 2008
AHHHHHHH.... i feel like screaming out sia.
IM SOSOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY ! this is what happened:
i felt very bored as i already completed watching 花樣少年少女. happy ending. HAHAS. ok, then i flipped through my notebook which had those contacts, qq and email of those china buddies. then, i happened to find one buddy with an msn account. i added her to try my luck. see if she logs in. &i happened that today is friday. they can go home at 3pm and they must report back to school on sunday at 8pm. means, they're at home now. then suddenly, someone msn-ed me. SHE : are you baozi's buddy? ME: yes ! ME: can you help me ask if baozi has sent any letter to me? and the conversation continues. (btw, all our conversations are in chinese) then, she called and asked my buddy. and my buddy says she already sent the letter to the post office. IM SO HAPPY !! &Emilia and i troubled her a lot la. REALLY BIGBIG THANK YOU ! btw, she's my buddy's class chairman. hahas.
aiyo, my ear's giving me problems again. it's blocking and i cant hear clearly. it hurts la. fucking pain. GOD, i pray for my ear to recover ):
moving on to more taiwan dramas ! &school's re-opening soon ): so many things undone. AHHHH...
Thursday, June 12, 2008
hey sexayes, im back ! HAHAS. went out on tuesday with ZYNN. went The Cathay to catch The Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian. SO NICE CAN? OMG.
William Moseleyas Peter Pevensie Anna Popplewellas Susan Pevensie Skandar Keynesas Edmund Pevensie Georgie Henleyas Lucy Pevensie Ben Barnesas Prince Caspian
LIKE OMG LA ! WILLIAM MOSELEYIS SOSOSOSOSOSO CHARMING CAN? DAMN HANDSOME LA ! he's only 21 years old. Born on April 27, 1987 Full Name isWILLIAM PETER MOSELEY. now you see the connection between his name and the name of his role in Prince Caspian?
hahas. It's a must watch movie ok ! Rating by me : 4/5 :D
&&im watching Hana Kimi [花樣少年少女] now. HAHAS. now still at episode 11. i think episode 10 is damn funny. should go and watch ! (:
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
back to blogging (:
im seriously feeling very pissed la. bloody bastard. what the hell is he thinking sia? he keeps coming to disturb HER. like wth? SHE already broke up with you for soooo long. &you keep disturbing her, causing inconvenience to everyone. ARGH.
hope GOD will help((:
ok, currently in my mom's shop at tampines. she says all the aunties miss me :D hahas. see? im so lovable. im very bored la. maybe will play viwawa or watch taiwan dramas ba. ystd had performance at anchorpoint shopping centre. first time screwed up. second time better. today dont have to go. hahas. laziness will overcome jolene. ): too bad.
&& THANKS for your dark chocolate ! (: you still rmbred my "mountain of dark chocolate". but 70% is my limit la. i will die if you buy 99% ! hahas.
GOD bless me everyday(:
Friday, June 06, 2008
FINALLY CAME BACK FROM CHINA. (: hahas. was damn fun can? 10 days of fun. &i cried on the 9th day. we all going back singapore le. den 舍不得 them. &my buddy cried for the very first time in her life in school. see how powerful emilia&i were? hahas. she was forcing us to cry. then in the end emilia really cried, then followed by me. then slowly, my buddy cried. all her classmates shocked la. HAHAS. i must download QQ la. the china students all use QQ. if nvr use then cannot contact them so easily. sms and call very expensive leh !
took lots of pics. can view them in my friendster album. oh ya, the students there very friendly. the boys quite gentleman. hahas. maybe kos we were from another country, so they wanna respect us ba. for them, they cannot take pic with one one of the opposite sex. which means cannot one girl one oy take one pic. must one whole group. then they cannot hold hand, cannot talk to the opposite sex privately. so restricted. then they say we very open-minded(:
they are very special. they got each a nickname. for my buddy, she's baozi.
so cute right? hahas !
then got hou zi, bai gou..... so many ! buy can only rmbr some. hope she can faster write letter to me. miss them sooooo much la. got soooo many things to say to them. AHHH.... i wanna go back to china):