Do you ever believe in fairytales? I dont. I believe in Jesus. Daddy God is the best-damn-GOD on Earth! He sent Jesus down and Jesus died for us. Daddy God loves me and I love Daddy God :DD
"I love the LORD because He has heard my voice and my supplications." Psalm 116:1
Daddy God, i pray that my family and all my friends will soon accept you into their heart and let you be their Almighty Daddy God. In the name of Jesus, i pray, AMEN !
BLABBERINGS;
Monday, June 01, 2009
Chinese Os today. Paper 1 and Paper 2. It all ended right today.
For many, including myself, it is likeF-I-N-A-L-L-Y over. I told myself after Paper 1 not to let it affect my mood for Paper 2. And i was quite happy with P2. But now when im alone, i think back. Im afraid, esp when im alone. Im scared that i may not make it. So many people 看好我 but i feel like i've let them down. I've let all the teachers' hard work down. I've let those who care and love me down. I've let my clique of friends down. I've let myself down. Although you may say we should look at the bright side, but i just cant control myself from thinking in this way. I feel like it's the end for my chinese. I really dont think i'll have the mood to retake lor. I really dont want to retake la. But i wrote shit for my paper 1. Crap Shit. I dont think my P2 is so strong to coverup for it. Even if i chiong for my Oral and LC, i dont think they can coverup for P1 to let me have an A. I just dont have the mood suddenly. I really feel like banging my head on the wall hard to wake myself up.
I really have high hopes for my Chinese la. ARGHS. i think i'll go bonkers lor. Hope im better tmr. I have to accompany my CHEWYULYNN so i cannot be moody. If not she'll complain. So i should start to laugh like mad like how i usually do.
Maybe i should be a 乐观者 like the Chinese compre passage said. I should stand up from where i fall and 坚持下去. Anyway, i still have to thank my juniors who lent their dictionaries to us. Esp Qixiang, TanCheryl and Peiyi. Thanks to SohYee, TinCing, TanCheryl, Qixiang and Peiyi ! Without your dictionaries, i think i'll die even worst. I thank you all on behalf of the tall tree too((: Shall treat you all drinks someday yea? Im touched by Peiyi lah. She went to meet SohYee and TinChing late at night just for my dictionary. Then she woke up early in the morning to pass me the dictionaries with TanCheryl. Qixiang sacrificed his teddy bear sleep for my dictionary. He super cute lah ! Thanks my sweet and cute little juniors ! ♥
I need a strong pillar for me to lean on now. I feel that i may fall anytime.
P.S : Guiling, it's not your fault lah. It's my own stupidity and foolishness. Please dont feel guilty (:
Currently studying in Yuying Sec, 4D.
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i ♥ er-hu / gaohu
i ♥ YYSCHINESE ORCHESTRA
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i ♥ 陈奕儒/CALVIN CHEN YI RU :DDDD
i ♥ korean and chinese songs(:
i'll BITE if you're nasty !
Chinese Os today. Paper 1 and Paper 2. It all ended right today.
For many, including myself, it is likeF-I-N-A-L-L-Y over. I told myself after Paper 1 not to let it affect my mood for Paper 2. And i was quite happy with P2. But now when im alone, i think back. Im afraid, esp when im alone. Im scared that i may not make it. So many people 看好我 but i feel like i've let them down. I've let all the teachers' hard work down. I've let those who care and love me down. I've let my clique of friends down. I've let myself down. Although you may say we should look at the bright side, but i just cant control myself from thinking in this way. I feel like it's the end for my chinese. I really dont think i'll have the mood to retake lor. I really dont want to retake la. But i wrote shit for my paper 1. Crap Shit. I dont think my P2 is so strong to coverup for it. Even if i chiong for my Oral and LC, i dont think they can coverup for P1 to let me have an A. I just dont have the mood suddenly. I really feel like banging my head on the wall hard to wake myself up.
I really have high hopes for my Chinese la. ARGHS. i think i'll go bonkers lor. Hope im better tmr. I have to accompany my CHEWYULYNN so i cannot be moody. If not she'll complain. So i should start to laugh like mad like how i usually do.
Maybe i should be a 乐观者 like the Chinese compre passage said. I should stand up from where i fall and 坚持下去. Anyway, i still have to thank my juniors who lent their dictionaries to us. Esp Qixiang, TanCheryl and Peiyi. Thanks to SohYee, TinCing, TanCheryl, Qixiang and Peiyi ! Without your dictionaries, i think i'll die even worst. I thank you all on behalf of the tall tree too((: Shall treat you all drinks someday yea? Im touched by Peiyi lah. She went to meet SohYee and TinChing late at night just for my dictionary. Then she woke up early in the morning to pass me the dictionaries with TanCheryl. Qixiang sacrificed his teddy bear sleep for my dictionary. He super cute lah ! Thanks my sweet and cute little juniors ! ♥
I need a strong pillar for me to lean on now. I feel that i may fall anytime.
P.S : Guiling, it's not your fault lah. It's my own stupidity and foolishness. Please dont feel guilty (:
